update

sigh.. it has been long time since i updated my blog... just came home from china 2 days ago.. not really fun coz i tot she was going with us but in the end she did not.. was like so dam boring ther... takin care of my cousins and just following the tour... was so dam dam dam boring.. well.. i bought sumthing which i think it is quite cheap lar... RM150 for a mp4... not bad eh.... arrgh... today is 26th ad... 1 more weak and college reopen.. god y this holiday is like so dam short?? my results are out... god dam it... failled 2 subjects... dunno wtf 2 do now.. sigh...

hmm... when i knoe wat 2 write den ill write more i guess

weaks of stuff

hmm?!?!

just the same pose...

these were the pics i was waiting for... sigh it din turn out as well as i thought... so dam bright weh... aint she cute?? =P... anywayz.... this pic was taken a weak ago or so during a bus trip 2 penang for our camp... haha got really nothing 2 do in the bus so ended up playing with her phone and takin pictures... her finals is this weak... all the best 2 her larh... hmm... she's goin aussie soon... sigh... gonna miss her lah.... hopefully we have another chance 2 organize another camp b4 she chiao lah...

spent time studyin at home ytd... arrgh.... nothing seems 2 go in and i ended up infront of the pc again... what is my life without a computer larh.... really wandering...finals are like less than a weak... and i still dunno shitz.... if am gonna fail this sem... say bb to my studies... have 2 work ad... my mum was dam frustrated.... well am just tryin 2 get stuff in my head larh...

sigh kids.... dam funny... my cousin and my pet sis were together... me and my friend... was talkin bout it and he asked for a bet how long would they last... i said max of 2 weaks... and he said max of 3 weaks.... dam funny... they actually last for 5 days... omfg..... dam funny la... seriously... what teachers teach them in highschool now larh i wonder.... suddenly went so "matured" haha.....

sigh... aussie really so nice meh?? y every 1 goin ther??? ish ish... gonna miss every 1 larh.... greg also went aussie... sigh... 3 weaks sial.... OW YEA.... TO WHOM EVER IS READING MY BLOG... WANA GO TO SEAN'S CONCERT?? 30th of december .... 15 bucks per person and ... erm dunno larh... interested den let me knoez... ill get the tickets from him.... ow its at KL... near masjid jamek LRT station... well.. i herd 2 songs from his band.... was quite good .....

prisons and criminals... arrgh... my group book project which is due this wed.... havent wrote my part lagi.... have 2 do it ad larh.... and yea... remember 2 buy it when its published.... haha... chiaoz...

prom nite...

ok... here it goes.... hmm... prom.... was a bit of the boring man..... sigh..... but ... somehow i actually enjoyed it a little and was like a bit dissapointed 2 leave early larh.... hmm... feelin proud of my self that i finally made the decission... and so yeah.....

yesterday b4 don fetched me 2 prom... wah... i was totally makin a big fuss of my outfit... sigh.... well... the shirt was so dam small.... din wear it for like ages ad.... anywayz.... arrgh... was like so dam late 2 prom.. and donnie drove like mad weh... finally see his skills =P....

took a few pictures... and yea... only received like 1 of them... so only posted this up larh... owh owh... it was my first time watching a live band perform... dam cool weh.... they were good... disagree.... seriously good... besides that there were 2 rappers.... and LoL... jae seung.. performed his beat boxing.... cool weh.... he and cheryl was up on the stage with the 2 fellers... hahaz..... owh owh... i have this... jae seung and cheryl... on stage!!

hmm..... ish... every 1 looked good.. besides me??

here it is... the rappers , jae seung and cheryl...

shit weh... can you immagine??? buyin 1 pack of dunhil from q-bar cost like RM10.50.... LOL... almost can buy a pack of 20 and another pack of 14.... sigh... service charge... government tax... bla bla bla... hahaz... nasib din buy... in the end... was like harvesting from jason,don,bill,jae seung... hahaz... pity them weh... anyways thanks for the sticks....

don went to maison that nite... so yea... i chiaoz early wid him and meet my mum sumwher near eastin hotel... lol lah... don was so dam proud weh... his car was faster than a celica... haha... cant stop braggin bout it when 3 of us were in the car... funniest part was... don parked his car behind a person's car name kah lok.. (i guess) erm... yea he was sayin he dam scared bla bla bla... cant stop laughing... =P....

and so that was the prom nite larh... today... sigh... kan nin neh.... really dam frustrated wid my exam... math 1160... shit larh... totally forgot how to do my normal distribution... i was like SHIT>... gonna fail ad... i blanked the whole god dam paper... and did the annuity part... sigh... and yea... miss vicky having a mood swing or so... so ganas weh... last friday din go class.. and din knoe that we were supposed 2 pass up a worksheet... sigh... she din wana listen 2 me... and yea... not gonna accept my paper... sigh...

finals in like less than 10 days time... finally starting to get nervous... scared sial.... next weak... startin 2 study in college larh... erm... hopefully cheryl will keep 2 what she say larh... after class stay in library and study... hopefully i can survive larh... the last time i studied in library was like 5 months ago or so... during my a-levels semester test... lol lah.... so hopefully this time i will get the grades i want larh.... or not really screwed ad....

dam tired.... wana slp ad larh... gd nite people....

funny post....

wed... the day b4 prom... thinking bout prom... i have no shirt to wear weh.... SHIT.... and yea... hopefully sean and greg is going larh... looks like a big bunch of us are going... lookin at my wardrobe... shit larh.. all i have is casual lookin stuff... no formal shitz... arrgh... mayb gotta go shopping later or sumthing i guess... well it actually all depends on wheter sean and greg going anot larh... they dun wana go den no point for me 2 go ad larh... anywayz.. cherry thanks for the advice on the clothing part...

omg... cherry we finally had lunch... after 2 weaks... hahaz.... miss those moments... weh greg... dun so miang tau?? not good weh... later ppl's *ehem* come kill you.... lolz.... anywayz... i liked the present that ure fren gave you... r you gonna make 1 for me?? hahaz.. that was really sumthing special larh.... my 18th birthday... was like total crap... wishing my self happybday... and my ex called me... thats all...

after lunch moments came home den started thinking bout the moments again... in the bus went crazy takin pictures wid her... and yea... suddenly felt like lookin at them badly... dunno y... suddenly thought that we 2 look good for each other but... hahaz... will never happen... arrgh... dun think so much ad larh!!!

to my dearest kai mei... i dunno wert 2 say larh... yea you 2 together is good larh... but den... sendiri take care k?? wert can i say... i knoe my cousin well enough... he totally not the serious type.... and i hope you will b happy wid him and hopefully he will b serious 2 you larh... erm erm.... yea this weak will see you i guess... wonder how will you 2 look like holding hands... HAHAZZZ....

finally my first prom without a date.... actually wanted 2 ask her 2 b my date... but den... she is from another college... sigh... she dunno any 1 there... dun wan her 2 feel weird larh... and another 1... she left college ad... but den... the moment i see her... i will just think more again... betta not larh... most probably gonna date greg and sean... hahz.... so yea lidatz lar for the moment....

no brainz

my biggest regret.... studyin adtp in sunway... fuckz.... my soc2000... presentation was last thursday... was sick... din turn up 2 college... supposed 2 finished the presentation part on wed.... in the end... my friend... ki young... such a good fren... forget 2 bring his lap top... den he blame me... ok fine... fuck it... such a last minute work... his part was the survey and report part... in the end... he did the presentation coz i was sick... and i actually asked him to postpone it.... he did not... now, he is making me do the report... i dun mind doing it but.. my dam pc dont even have a writing programme... my lap top is spoilt... and all he says is owh... you just dun wana do the work... fuck it lah... i am serious... i dun mind failing my whole dam adp.... most is i dont get 2 study... like i give a dam... my freakin interest in this college has totally lost... retard.... seriously dam retard.... i tried explaining 2 him like 10 times... and he actually dunno what the fuck i was talking bout and yea i am trying 2 say that... he totally has no sence... report... if he actually told me last thursday... i could actually do it... HE TOLD ME LIKE AT 10.35P.M. MONDAY NIGHT... AND SUPPOSE 2 PASS UP TOMORROW MORNING AT 11.... what the fuck is wrong with him... he said if i really wanted... i could actually go to my friends house and do it... EI FUCK.... THIS IS NOT KOREA.... YOU CANT FEEL LIKE GOIN 2 YOUR FRIENDS HOUSE DEN YOU GO... fuck lah... yea i knoe its my fault coz i was sick... but he is being so unrealistic... really no fucking brainz..

ish... better stop... dunno wtf i am talkin bout...

home sweet home...

arrgh.... finally... fun time is over... finals comin in 3 weaks time... stress... thinkin bout it.. if i am not doing well for my finals... yay ther goes my wmu dreams.... hopefully this time... every thing wont screw up the last minute.... screwed up my a-levels... and yea... now adp... must not screw it up... was sick for 2 days... den now... back home after the camp... feeling a bit sick.... sigh...

friday.... left KL at bout 2.30... i was like a sakai sitting ther wid sunshine... waiting for the bus to start moving... arrrr... 2.30... left pudu raya... guess wert... reached penang after 6 hours... 8.30... wtf .... serious wtf.... was almost late 2 get up to the mountain... in the bus... was talking and takin photos wid sunshine... most probably gonna post them in my friendster after i get them....

moment i reached the bukit bendera... walao eh... kena scolding by sunshine's dad... my face was with a wtf look... kena lecture sayin that we organizers late goin up... eh at least we went ok.... complaining that the stuff was so dam dam dam heavy.... fine larh.... after bath and some chit chatting... had to rearrange the whole time table... sigh... most mafan ppl in the world ever... paling failure camp i ever participated... fuckz.... shud i say it was a total wayste of time when i could actually online chit chatting at home....

saturday... sigh... same boring thing again... woke up and started adjusting the time table... screwed.... total wayste of time man... i really cursing every 1 ther.... and yea.... after that change... almost every 1 actually followed the time table... quite proud larh.... played like mad ppl... and missing my own freedom.... sigh.. kids ... really following you every where you go including gonna bath.... wtf.... dinner was bbq... haha ... tom yam soup... dam nice weh.... din get 2 have much coz.... some ppl came and stole it!!!

today... happy weh... finally the camp is over... the best part was... i got a new kai mei again... sigh... wonder how many i have ad larh... simply yeng 1 here and there... sial ad... haha..... yea... miss phei eng... my best kai mei.... 1 year ad... din see her... sigh... anywayz... my this new kai mei... her name is brenda.... 13 this year... honestly... she is quite good lookin... my cousin... haha swt larh... shud i say he is such a pussy.... he likes my kai mei... and yea dun dare 2 ask her 2 b his gf... pussy man.... and my kai mei actually used my phone and smsed him 2 ask him wheter he has feelings 2 her anot... WTF.... really freakin innocent man these people... but they 2 quite ngam larh... my cousin... 190 cm.... the girl at least also 170...

sigh... my this kai mei... susah to layan... seriously.... expect so much from my cousin... macam gonna die for him or sumthing... expect him 2 ask her 2 b his gf... and yea.... she wait till tak sampai sampai lagi.... walao eh... thinkin bout me... i was quite a pussy when i was goin after a gurl sometime ago.... malu sial.... this was the funny part of the day larh...

when the camp finished... quarrel wid my mum once again... this time... really freakin buay tahan... during lunch time... left the restraunt and went komtar... ish... dunno y people whom quite understand me ad still dun knoe wat i want... when i am pissed... just leave me alone... dun try to tam me or anything... nothing will work... sunshine chased after me and went to komtar 2 look for me... was enjoying my mc D there... hahaha!! den... sigh... i felt bad weh... makin her walk back 2 the restraunt alone... seriously sorry.... if really time could go back... i would walk her back and i run away again... =P....

2ml back 2 college.... must start workin for my finals... dun wana fail my psy and soc.... thats all for now... chiaoz

late post....

arr.... 8.30 am.... =P shudn't i b in college?? lolz larh... wtf.... suppose 2 go to penang in the morning but.... HAHA.... sunshine had 2 go 2 college..... and yea... would you b so" kind" hearted 2 let a girl take a bus alone 2 penang??? of coz no rite... denz i had 2 stay and teman her there larh.... sienz... now at home online and doing nothing... gonna go pudu raya and buy my bus tickets in a moment... any wayz... HAPPY BDAY GREG....

wed.. went college as usual.... lol larh... supposed 2 have lunch wid cheryl but den ditched her... sowee weh... really last minute change of planns... had 2 larh.... after math went tesco wid sunshine... shop shop shop... wtf.... as if we r like buying for beggars weh... everything go for cheapest!!! sekali all cacat.... go pray ad larh.... after shopping... we went 2 puchong... visit the kids... hmm.. that moment... dunno y i felt like a super star or sumthing... every 1 was like lookin at us... with those type of surprised face... haha.... den... yea... xiao li... wth... she said her name was xiao li... but... actually... was fung chin.... wtf.... anywayz... she's cute larh...b4 i left... sunshine helped me 2 take her number=.=!! put in my phone sia.... wth larh... den 3 of us took picture... siao ad... play till camera no battrey....

denz... ytd... thursday... fuckz larh.... woke up... fever... mahai lorh.... freakin presentation... how!!! weh ki young... really sorry ... hopefully the presentation can be postponed larh... den sleep sampai like 9... donnie called... ISH... woke me up... wth larh.... den again... cant sleep... so went eat medicine... bla bla bla.... normal resting stuff... stonning session in my bed room... in the afternoon... felt better... had 2 go buy some camp stuff... omg larz... 2pm waited at damansara perdana till3pm... for the money... wtf... 200 bucks also have to wait for 1 hour... wayste my time sia.... from ther, FLEW all the way 2 ss2 and look for the indian wok...( ke ling bou) sigh.. suay gila... so dam hard 2 find... den a aunty told me that kepong bahru ther have... but den... kepong... i only knoe how 2 go 4 places....
1) my aunt's house
2) jun yi's house
3) shereen's house
4) buo re xue she

den... i went KB wid jun yi ... tapi he blur sia... wat also dunno.. wtf larh... called shereen 2 ask her... hmm.. dunno who picked up the phone at first... macam she so scared or wat.... asked her how to go KB... den she macam blur blur ther... wonder is she half awake or wert.... she dunno how 2 go.... sigh... i was like... shit die lar this time... wat also cant get.... selamber went kepong... shereen say look at road sign... sigh... dun see any sign also... ended up at batu caves!!!!!!!!! wtf.... putar balik... den simply go here and ther... made it to KB.... walan eh... thank god that i get those woks....

ytd nite... si fu came to the centre.... dam scary... play the instruments... also trembling like no 1 pasal.... but nasib... she said overall its good... felt happy.... hmm... have 2 go to pudu raya 2 get my tickets... ARR... fuck larh... really .... darn lazee... dun feel like going ad.... thats all for now i guess... ill update on monday or so....

phew!....

madness.... thinking bout day dreaming... i actually paid attention in psy and soc class 2day... LOL lah.... brothers still at puchong... haha... peaceful at home... no naggin and stories from my mum.... 2nite going out though... gonna do my camp stuff.... 2ml going to puchong after class... owh... add on... GET to see xiao li again... hahaz.... some cute chick that i just knoe few days ago... 17 this year... and she has a veli cute face.... hmm... but yea... miss sunshine has a cuter 1 i guess....

had my current standings for my psychology and sociology.... and....... i failed them both.... soc current standing is 65%..... and psy.... haha.... 51.11111111111111% sigh.... wtf larh.... even the remaining 55% wont allow me 2 pass man!!!.... yea and i guess... can say bb 2 my studies....all the planns... goin 2 wmu wid 2 of my frenz.... sigh.... dreams.... LOL.... every thing will just end rite here.....

camp.... bz like shit... shoppin must b done on thursday after my class.., totally no time... friday... leavin 2 penang early in the morning... arrrr..... wth lah.... wish those days in camp would never end... love the moment... feelings.... and bla bla bla....

it has been almost 1 weak not chillin wid cheryl and sean... sigh... those moments.... lost.... missed them 2.... and that feller... LEAVIN 2 AUSSIE DAM SOON AD..... wtf..... and yea... 2ml goin lunch wid cheryl... sean if you r reading.... plz.... come... lol....those moments will only be memories after sean leave... sigh... yea i think i knoe y i am not really hangin out wid them much any more... coz we were called the emo-4 and yea.... i think all 4 of us had moved on... and yea... hell no more emoin?? haha

today.... woke up like 7.30... lol larh.... ytd slept at like 9 or so... wtf... freakin pig... haha.... ARRRRR .... hmm... the person once i loved has almost vanish from my life... reason... hate being a stoopid feller... lovin a gurl... and yea.... she has no feelings 2 me.... glad i am almost over with it.... thinking session has always come into my mind since few days ago... ah.... hopefully they are good larh...

really wanderin... if both of them loved each other... why they just cant put other stuff aside and just be happy?? although i dun think the girl is any worth it.... but yea... he is my friend... ill support him... he keep sayin he is over her but hell he is not.... ow... glad bout sumthing.... haha... feeling dam freakin proud..... my smokin shitz.... are like.... dam lil now.... hahaha... wonder how long it will last larh....

tired weak...

sigh... dam tired... my eyes... like hardly can open weh.... ok... here is the story... went do social work during the weakends... sigh... had loads of fun and yea... thought bout stuff.... some really interesting stuff.... well... today... cant make it 2 class... just reached home... and its like 8.21pm... sigh.... if i dont have class.... i wish i would b there till the last day of that camp... really enjoyed it...

was thinking... how nice if i was once again being a kid... but yea thinking much bout it.... mayb sumtimes being a kid is nice and sumtimes it really suck.... any wayz.. wert i did ther was like planning games and chilling with new ppl.... haha.... mixed around and knew a few ppl.... oO some cute galz ther 2.... haha.... not bad not bad.... main point is.... yea the times that i was actually thinking bout my life.... since it is so dull... i must find my own way to make it bright... kids... waking up the next day forgetting wat ever had happen... well how nice...

actually everything really got into my head was today.... a kid was crying coz he miss his mommy... haha cute kid... wish i had the chance 2 take pic wid em... but yea i left the camp earlier... well... i only said 1 thing and manage 2 cheer him up.... just by making him think bout other things instead of his parents... it actually worked.... *satisfied* although most probably i am gonna fail my psychology... hahaz...

hmm.. a bit on what i did ther... planned games for the kids... KI SIAO 2gether wid them.... lol miss those moments... erm... yea... DANCING.... omg... i actually danced with the kids... and made up the dance with miss sunshine, and my new frenz... haha... fun fun fun!!! well... everything shud have a ending 2 it... and yea those moments ended 2day...

coming friday... will b skippin class.. lol sry cherry.... no choice weh.... goin 2 penang for my camp... wonder how sucky will it b larh.... *thinking* arrr.... i slept infront of the pc... wtf..... good nite larh.....

wed....

sigh.... woke up late in the morning... suppose to wake up at like 6.30.... den go wash my DIRTY car.... in the end.. over slept and woke up at almost 7.... shit... denz... went bath and change.... den ask ppl wheter she wana follow anotz... reached college early... and went chilling in orange... first... chee hoe and greg was ther... den jen came and den.... haha louis and aisha came... weird .... normally they will b chilling in mamak unless its closed or sumthing...

after datz... went chill wid sean a while... but denz... he was in a hurry 2 his chem exam... sigh.... went SC after that... and planned 2 ditch class.... donnie was calling me like 10 times or so.. denz he came SC to look for me... first thing he said... MAHAI.... NOT GOING CLASS AH?? PURUSH IS THERE.... lol lar... he said purush dam scary... but i feel... he is dam blur... like dunno wtf is happening....

after english and math... had lunch wid cheryl, sean , donnie and greg.... lolz... funny larh.... greg is mad... turning gay or sumthing.... donnie also!!!! wtf weh.... macam wana kena rape... and the 2 love birds.... haha!!!! we stared at them and they din even notice.... they look so good 2gether larh..... chilling in pink and yea... our usual set... 4 ice lemon tea.... and 4 nasi lemak.... lol things never change larh.....

went do a bit of our psychology stuff in the LAB.... den cheryl and sean teman me.... thanks larh.... well.. every thing is almost done... and hopefully i will score for my presentation tomorrow.... went MPSJ wid cheryl and sean at bout 3.... haha 3 of us in the car... and yea cheryl.... SINGING.... her voice not bad sia..... when me and sean lookin at her... lol she stopped... haha sad sad.... walao eh... i felt like a lamp post man in MY own car.... lolz... wth is this.... i told them and they said... SHUT UP!!!..... nearly got killed by both of them....

after datz... went to miss sunshine's house.... learnt how to dance.... ahhh!!! mad mad..... i wonder how are the others gonna dance that shit larh.... haha dam weird.... lol the way she dance quite qute weh.... jumping here and there.... funny..... conclusion... she cant dance..... and i cant dance.... finally..... i felt dam funny lookin at her dance.... hahaha.....

reached home at like 6++. dam tired... eyes were like gonna close... wtf lah.... today dunno wats wrong... how many dam times almost met into an accident.... mayb i shud like stop driving for a few days larh.... now.... 9.30..... almost gonna die.... my eyes hardly can open... but still have 2 settle the dance thing and the psychology presentation.... and yea... as usual... he is loosing his temper on the smallest things....

hmm... think thats all i guess.... crapping 2 much makes my brain feel like crap... gonna die out soon.... sleepy...... to add on a final crap.... swt lar chee hoe... i feel the ending is lame... coz yea... all the ending was.... the guy and the gal 2gether... ermm... so... common ending... LAMEEEE.... haha mayb you guys have diffrent perspective larh... erm... i was more thinkin bout like... wtf happen 2 the others... haha... any wayz... the movie climax was good larh.... just the ending sux a bit.... ( according 2 me larh)

tuesday.... freakin bz weak...

Things today seem 2 change... went college early today... lol after like quite sumtime lazy about... left my house at 6.50 went to the bus stop and fetch shereen... 2day was weird... both of us were so dam quiet in the car... and yea... a sohai pissed me off when i was driving... when sum 1 going slow does not mean that his car is cacat or so... dun follow the feller dam close.... sigh... well wat i did was... turned on my car headlights... move to the left... as soon as the KANCIL overtook me... i went out and followed him dam close... funny man... he tried to like drive faster... 2 bad... tailing him all the way... WEH I MISS YOU MAN.... REMEMBERIN YOU TAILD SUM 1 HOME AND ASKED HIM WTF IS HIS PROBLEM.... wish i had the ballz to do that larh....

haha sumthing quite funny happen when i parked my car.... ther was a merz beside my car and the other side was empty... well.. the first time when i parked... owh ... my side was touching the line.... den i reversed and reparked.... hahaha.... shereen's side was DAM DAM DAM near to the merz... she was complaining that i am testing her... LOL..... Ps: honestly you need 2 lose a bit of weight or maintain so... hahaha.... jkjk ..... well that was actually the only moment we actually talked bout sumthing 2day...

hmm... as soon as reached college... din wana go out... so went to student centre... its unusually so dam quiet man.... no 1 was there besides kenneth... ended up foosing wid him with the bottles... got so dam boring after a while den went back 2 my car and sleep... HAHA.... woke up at like 8.30... den went to mamak and looked for louis.... aisha and clair den came... crappin till don came....

sigh whats wrong with every 1 lar... Don's grandma went in hospital today morning.... cherry... her dad is in the hospital in india... omg lar... whats this... my mum just left the hospital... wonder when will things change to the better larh.... well Don and cherry... chillz k... ill pray for them 2 =P......

finally... psychology presentation things are starting 2 move.... hopefully nothing as the same shit is going to happen again... thursday... psychology presentation... WALAO EH THANK GOD.... Ms. Mandy... finally you made a decission which you used ure brainz.... my sociology presentation is postponed till next thursday which i am dam freakin bz also... but yea... it made my life a bit easier larh....

as for my camp preparation... i guess almost everything is almost done... sigh... dam stressful weh.... bus thing finally setteled... but then... something more fucked up.... ther is a auntie... ditched us last minute... fuckz lar..... the cost that we calculated and so... now we will b short of 200 bucks... FUCK..... that would be ALOT ...... sigh..... really pening kepala lah....

hmm..... today... was another emoday larh... ow yea... wei jiet... thanks for msg me larh... but yea you knoe sms to taiwan.... 1 sms = RM 1.... lol lar... if you wan me to survive... dun encourage me larh.... HAHA.... well... i really miss him... ever since he left for taiwan... dam sien weh... ppl whom i always hang out with b4 i joined adp was like....:
1) Wei Jiet
2) Yan Qi
3) Miss Sunshine

now.... 2 of them... kat taiwan.... miss sunshine... dam bz wid her course... finals comin soon same like me... and yea.... bz wid me also for the camp stuff..... and denz.... she will b leavin 2 aussie ad next year.... SEAN.... lol must intro him 2 her..... same uni weh.... enough of crapz larh.... byez...

some day i had...

today is the 2nd day i am using this blog... well... practically nothing much larh.... i was being a friend enough for tolerating him... ended up he is saying that i back stabbed him... hahah i really wonder man... is he matured enough?? blame me for every thing... yea keep it up.... i dont mind... it don't hurt me..... i backstabbed you?? haha if thats what you think.... let me tell the story...

well it all started few weaks ago... b4 the raya holidays Ms. Mandy was telling us to pass up the proposal. Me and Jae Seung asked Don to do it.. yea he did it and it was not good enough so in the end we went to CL to edit it and made it better. in the end Ms. Mandy accepted half of it as we have not prepared the questionaire... After that.. all the story ended for the moment.... Last weak all 3 of us were like OH SHIT... PRESENTATION IN 1 WEAK... ok fine lets start working.... i told Don that i will b hell bz wid my camp stuff... he said he understood.... i stayed back 1 day for him.. main while i was snapping pictures for the psychology presentation and was beggin ppl to let me take picture.... this was all i have done for the presentation... last weak he screwed me ...
Don: mahai wai xiang you never do anything for the presentation
Me: (thinking and hmm thinks that he was joking)
Don: (jokes on other stuff)
Me:( thinking bout the first statement he had made and thought it was a joke)

today... during and after english class

Don: erm both of us dont seem well working together.... i think we need a 3rd member
Me: hmm....( are you hinting me sumthing??)
Don: erm do you want to join us for this presenting stuff?( asks the feller beside him)
He: Owh ok any thing....
Me: (started thinking and writing down the points)
after the preparations
Me: Eh Don, you present this this this this(pointing at the paper)
Don:(interupted me) OWH MAHAI IN THE END I AM ALWAYS THE 1 PRESENTING
Me: erm erm.... this this this you do... this this this i do( trying 2 explain 2 him)


next part of the story after class...
Me: Erm i have to go home like 11++... have to get my car fixed...
Don: (cursing me) i tot you said we got to take pictures and bla bla bla.......
Me: yea we go take now... do as much as we can while i am here lah....
Don: you knoe wat... the whole presentation thing you never do anything.....( at that moment i starting 2 get pissed... there is a limit to everything)
Me: erm yaya i knoe... sry lar you knoe that i am dam bz wid my camp stuff ....( ad quite pissed that time... controlling my self)
Don:(starts cursing again) you never do anything lidat me and jae seung do enough ad... you do your self....( if i din remember wrong it was lidat... his meaning was kicking me out of the group or sum shit lidat larh.... was enough pissed ad... after said this... totally cant control....)
Me: mahai lidat up to you lah.... what ever...( thinking WOW what a nice friend.... can fuck ure friends up in the last minute.... thats the spirit lar)

was dam pissed paid my parking and instead of doing the stuff with him... went drop the car at the work shop... after that went income tax wid my mum and helped her with her stuff... that time was reflecting bout my self..... yea memang i was wrong.... should have done every thing earlier.... i knew that the camp was coming but den still selumber here.... this thursday got psychology and sociology presentation... hell nice larh... gonna fail both.... Ki Young... another korean dude... Missing with all the stuff... called his phone... looked for him... no where 2 b found... presentation this thursday... havent do shit...

after lunch went home... received a call from the bus company.... askin when am i going to submit the things they needed... i told them by this weakend... but den they said 2 late... and need every thing by today 6pm... wah sai... totally no info bout the camp with me that moment and miss sunshine was in college... i was like ow shit die ad this time.... went dig and search... found some stuff... started typing.... nasib finished in time and yea for the moment stuff are setteled....

Now... this moment.... really need some 1 to talk to... how i wish it was HER that i can talk to... but dun think it is possible larh.... hmm... who i really wana talk to most... lets see... can list it out i guess..:
1) Miss Sunshine
2) Shereen
3) Cherry
4) Sean
5) Wei Jiet( sadly he left for overseas ad)
6) Yan Qi( also left for overseas)

Sigh... just now fetched my brother to tuition... a feller... with a sohai face was driving a Wira... some where near my house the feller just came out of no where and yea i was driving straight... when he turned out of the junction he nearly hit my car... and i was enough pissed for the day... wat i did was... followed his dam car dam near... overtook him... honked at him... and pointed midle finger.... WOW IT FELT DAM GOOD AT THAT MOMENT WEH... I SWEAR!!! but den... when i reached home... haha suddenly felt scared... lolz....

what the hell larh.... hmm i think its more den enough crap for the day.... tomorrow will be another new day... leave the past behind and start another day....

first post ever....

hmm.. sunday... but well its not really a "sunday" to me... sigh slept late ytd... after finish quarreling wid my parents and some adults... lame... any wayz... this is my new blog... haha dun think many ppl will read it.... reason i made this blog was.. haha DUNNO =.=!! coz sean and cherry using this bloggin thing??....

nothing much 2day larh... update it 2ml instead...