Exams and Stress

finally the hardest paper is over.. and thats the core subject.. damn stressful ... and worst part i mite fail.. i really need to polish up in my mandrin or i am so dead... anywayz its all over and tomorrow i have 2 more papers to go.. hopefully i will do well to pull my grades up...

i cant wait to get back to malaysia.. i miss the smell of home.. i miss the people.. aih.. and most important i need to get out of this current place.. too much rubbish in my mind.. too many emo reasons..

thats all in my mind.. i shall be back in 7 days time .. cant wait!!

emo once again...

aikz.. didnt update for ages.. again i broke promise... well good news and bad news..

good news...
I will be going back in 10 days.. and i cant wait! miss the people back home.. and my best best friend havent met her for a year and 1/2 so cant wait 2 meet her.. miss her loads.. my exams are ending this coming friday 16/1 and only few papers left.. so wish me luck hopefully i would pass all of them..

Bad news...
once again as usual same emo reason.. but this time... 2 person.. 2 reason... aih..
1) a fucked up friend of mine so called 兄弟, well he is just being a bitch.. where got people do stuff this way? i mean if he is so call your bro or something how can he do such things to you? i really cant accept this guy.. worst part i have to be stucked with him for another 3 years.. and 1 year staying together the least... ask me more if you are interested 2 know..

2) uncertainty ... 2 piece of mind.. freakin stress and feel damn stupid.. i don't understand why people愛一個人真的需要勇氣，身邊朋友的支持..謝謝你啊建真的謝謝得到你的支持...如果不是你我可能已近發瘋了.... i don't understand why i am that devoted to love.. people can see love as a joke or not even giving 2 fucks about it.. getting together just for sex, money and etc.. i wish i could be as easy thought as them.. but i really cant.. a relationship is really important to me and totally not a joke.. dissapointed...

well i need to get away from taiwan.. cant wait to go back.. off to do my assignments.. bye