funny post....

wed... the day b4 prom... thinking bout prom... i have no shirt to wear weh.... SHIT.... and yea... hopefully sean and greg is going larh... looks like a big bunch of us are going... lookin at my wardrobe... shit larh.. all i have is casual lookin stuff... no formal shitz... arrgh... mayb gotta go shopping later or sumthing i guess... well it actually all depends on wheter sean and greg going anot larh... they dun wana go den no point for me 2 go ad larh... anywayz.. cherry thanks for the advice on the clothing part...

omg... cherry we finally had lunch... after 2 weaks... hahaz.... miss those moments... weh greg... dun so miang tau?? not good weh... later ppl's *ehem* come kill you.... lolz.... anywayz... i liked the present that ure fren gave you... r you gonna make 1 for me?? hahaz.. that was really sumthing special larh.... my 18th birthday... was like total crap... wishing my self happybday... and my ex called me... thats all...

after lunch moments came home den started thinking bout the moments again... in the bus went crazy takin pictures wid her... and yea... suddenly felt like lookin at them badly... dunno y... suddenly thought that we 2 look good for each other but... hahaz... will never happen... arrgh... dun think so much ad larh!!!

to my dearest kai mei... i dunno wert 2 say larh... yea you 2 together is good larh... but den... sendiri take care k?? wert can i say... i knoe my cousin well enough... he totally not the serious type.... and i hope you will b happy wid him and hopefully he will b serious 2 you larh... erm erm.... yea this weak will see you i guess... wonder how will you 2 look like holding hands... HAHAZZZ....

finally my first prom without a date.... actually wanted 2 ask her 2 b my date... but den... she is from another college... sigh... she dunno any 1 there... dun wan her 2 feel weird larh... and another 1... she left college ad... but den... the moment i see her... i will just think more again... betta not larh... most probably gonna date greg and sean... hahz.... so yea lidatz lar for the moment....

no brainz

my biggest regret.... studyin adtp in sunway... fuckz.... my soc2000... presentation was last thursday... was sick... din turn up 2 college... supposed 2 finished the presentation part on wed.... in the end... my friend... ki young... such a good fren... forget 2 bring his lap top... den he blame me... ok fine... fuck it... such a last minute work... his part was the survey and report part... in the end... he did the presentation coz i was sick... and i actually asked him to postpone it.... he did not... now, he is making me do the report... i dun mind doing it but.. my dam pc dont even have a writing programme... my lap top is spoilt... and all he says is owh... you just dun wana do the work... fuck it lah... i am serious... i dun mind failing my whole dam adp.... most is i dont get 2 study... like i give a dam... my freakin interest in this college has totally lost... retard.... seriously dam retard.... i tried explaining 2 him like 10 times... and he actually dunno what the fuck i was talking bout and yea i am trying 2 say that... he totally has no sence... report... if he actually told me last thursday... i could actually do it... HE TOLD ME LIKE AT 10.35P.M. MONDAY NIGHT... AND SUPPOSE 2 PASS UP TOMORROW MORNING AT 11.... what the fuck is wrong with him... he said if i really wanted... i could actually go to my friends house and do it... EI FUCK.... THIS IS NOT KOREA.... YOU CANT FEEL LIKE GOIN 2 YOUR FRIENDS HOUSE DEN YOU GO... fuck lah... yea i knoe its my fault coz i was sick... but he is being so unrealistic... really no fucking brainz..

ish... better stop... dunno wtf i am talkin bout...

home sweet home...

arrgh.... finally... fun time is over... finals comin in 3 weaks time... stress... thinkin bout it.. if i am not doing well for my finals... yay ther goes my wmu dreams.... hopefully this time... every thing wont screw up the last minute.... screwed up my a-levels... and yea... now adp... must not screw it up... was sick for 2 days... den now... back home after the camp... feeling a bit sick.... sigh...

friday.... left KL at bout 2.30... i was like a sakai sitting ther wid sunshine... waiting for the bus to start moving... arrrr... 2.30... left pudu raya... guess wert... reached penang after 6 hours... 8.30... wtf .... serious wtf.... was almost late 2 get up to the mountain... in the bus... was talking and takin photos wid sunshine... most probably gonna post them in my friendster after i get them....

moment i reached the bukit bendera... walao eh... kena scolding by sunshine's dad... my face was with a wtf look... kena lecture sayin that we organizers late goin up... eh at least we went ok.... complaining that the stuff was so dam dam dam heavy.... fine larh.... after bath and some chit chatting... had to rearrange the whole time table... sigh... most mafan ppl in the world ever... paling failure camp i ever participated... fuckz.... shud i say it was a total wayste of time when i could actually online chit chatting at home....

saturday... sigh... same boring thing again... woke up and started adjusting the time table... screwed.... total wayste of time man... i really cursing every 1 ther.... and yea.... after that change... almost every 1 actually followed the time table... quite proud larh.... played like mad ppl... and missing my own freedom.... sigh.. kids ... really following you every where you go including gonna bath.... wtf.... dinner was bbq... haha ... tom yam soup... dam nice weh.... din get 2 have much coz.... some ppl came and stole it!!!

today... happy weh... finally the camp is over... the best part was... i got a new kai mei again... sigh... wonder how many i have ad larh... simply yeng 1 here and there... sial ad... haha..... yea... miss phei eng... my best kai mei.... 1 year ad... din see her... sigh... anywayz... my this new kai mei... her name is brenda.... 13 this year... honestly... she is quite good lookin... my cousin... haha swt larh... shud i say he is such a pussy.... he likes my kai mei... and yea dun dare 2 ask her 2 b his gf... pussy man.... and my kai mei actually used my phone and smsed him 2 ask him wheter he has feelings 2 her anot... WTF.... really freakin innocent man these people... but they 2 quite ngam larh... my cousin... 190 cm.... the girl at least also 170...

sigh... my this kai mei... susah to layan... seriously.... expect so much from my cousin... macam gonna die for him or sumthing... expect him 2 ask her 2 b his gf... and yea.... she wait till tak sampai sampai lagi.... walao eh... thinkin bout me... i was quite a pussy when i was goin after a gurl sometime ago.... malu sial.... this was the funny part of the day larh...

when the camp finished... quarrel wid my mum once again... this time... really freakin buay tahan... during lunch time... left the restraunt and went komtar... ish... dunno y people whom quite understand me ad still dun knoe wat i want... when i am pissed... just leave me alone... dun try to tam me or anything... nothing will work... sunshine chased after me and went to komtar 2 look for me... was enjoying my mc D there... hahaha!! den... sigh... i felt bad weh... makin her walk back 2 the restraunt alone... seriously sorry.... if really time could go back... i would walk her back and i run away again... =P....

2ml back 2 college.... must start workin for my finals... dun wana fail my psy and soc.... thats all for now... chiaoz

late post....

arr.... 8.30 am.... =P shudn't i b in college?? lolz larh... wtf.... suppose 2 go to penang in the morning but.... HAHA.... sunshine had 2 go 2 college..... and yea... would you b so" kind" hearted 2 let a girl take a bus alone 2 penang??? of coz no rite... denz i had 2 stay and teman her there larh.... sienz... now at home online and doing nothing... gonna go pudu raya and buy my bus tickets in a moment... any wayz... HAPPY BDAY GREG....

wed.. went college as usual.... lol larh... supposed 2 have lunch wid cheryl but den ditched her... sowee weh... really last minute change of planns... had 2 larh.... after math went tesco wid sunshine... shop shop shop... wtf.... as if we r like buying for beggars weh... everything go for cheapest!!! sekali all cacat.... go pray ad larh.... after shopping... we went 2 puchong... visit the kids... hmm.. that moment... dunno y i felt like a super star or sumthing... every 1 was like lookin at us... with those type of surprised face... haha.... den... yea... xiao li... wth... she said her name was xiao li... but... actually... was fung chin.... wtf.... anywayz... she's cute larh...b4 i left... sunshine helped me 2 take her number=.=!! put in my phone sia.... wth larh... den 3 of us took picture... siao ad... play till camera no battrey....

denz... ytd... thursday... fuckz larh.... woke up... fever... mahai lorh.... freakin presentation... how!!! weh ki young... really sorry ... hopefully the presentation can be postponed larh... den sleep sampai like 9... donnie called... ISH... woke me up... wth larh.... den again... cant sleep... so went eat medicine... bla bla bla.... normal resting stuff... stonning session in my bed room... in the afternoon... felt better... had 2 go buy some camp stuff... omg larz... 2pm waited at damansara perdana till3pm... for the money... wtf... 200 bucks also have to wait for 1 hour... wayste my time sia.... from ther, FLEW all the way 2 ss2 and look for the indian wok...( ke ling bou) sigh.. suay gila... so dam hard 2 find... den a aunty told me that kepong bahru ther have... but den... kepong... i only knoe how 2 go 4 places....
1) my aunt's house
2) jun yi's house
3) shereen's house
4) buo re xue she

den... i went KB wid jun yi ... tapi he blur sia... wat also dunno.. wtf larh... called shereen 2 ask her... hmm.. dunno who picked up the phone at first... macam she so scared or wat.... asked her how to go KB... den she macam blur blur ther... wonder is she half awake or wert.... she dunno how 2 go.... sigh... i was like... shit die lar this time... wat also cant get.... selamber went kepong... shereen say look at road sign... sigh... dun see any sign also... ended up at batu caves!!!!!!!!! wtf.... putar balik... den simply go here and ther... made it to KB.... walan eh... thank god that i get those woks....

ytd nite... si fu came to the centre.... dam scary... play the instruments... also trembling like no 1 pasal.... but nasib... she said overall its good... felt happy.... hmm... have 2 go to pudu raya 2 get my tickets... ARR... fuck larh... really .... darn lazee... dun feel like going ad.... thats all for now i guess... ill update on monday or so....

phew!....

madness.... thinking bout day dreaming... i actually paid attention in psy and soc class 2day... LOL lah.... brothers still at puchong... haha... peaceful at home... no naggin and stories from my mum.... 2nite going out though... gonna do my camp stuff.... 2ml going to puchong after class... owh... add on... GET to see xiao li again... hahaz.... some cute chick that i just knoe few days ago... 17 this year... and she has a veli cute face.... hmm... but yea... miss sunshine has a cuter 1 i guess....

had my current standings for my psychology and sociology.... and....... i failed them both.... soc current standing is 65%..... and psy.... haha.... 51.11111111111111% sigh.... wtf larh.... even the remaining 55% wont allow me 2 pass man!!!.... yea and i guess... can say bb 2 my studies....all the planns... goin 2 wmu wid 2 of my frenz.... sigh.... dreams.... LOL.... every thing will just end rite here.....

camp.... bz like shit... shoppin must b done on thursday after my class.., totally no time... friday... leavin 2 penang early in the morning... arrrr..... wth lah.... wish those days in camp would never end... love the moment... feelings.... and bla bla bla....

it has been almost 1 weak not chillin wid cheryl and sean... sigh... those moments.... lost.... missed them 2.... and that feller... LEAVIN 2 AUSSIE DAM SOON AD..... wtf..... and yea... 2ml goin lunch wid cheryl... sean if you r reading.... plz.... come... lol....those moments will only be memories after sean leave... sigh... yea i think i knoe y i am not really hangin out wid them much any more... coz we were called the emo-4 and yea.... i think all 4 of us had moved on... and yea... hell no more emoin?? haha

today.... woke up like 7.30... lol larh.... ytd slept at like 9 or so... wtf... freakin pig... haha.... ARRRRR .... hmm... the person once i loved has almost vanish from my life... reason... hate being a stoopid feller... lovin a gurl... and yea.... she has no feelings 2 me.... glad i am almost over with it.... thinking session has always come into my mind since few days ago... ah.... hopefully they are good larh...

really wanderin... if both of them loved each other... why they just cant put other stuff aside and just be happy?? although i dun think the girl is any worth it.... but yea... he is my friend... ill support him... he keep sayin he is over her but hell he is not.... ow... glad bout sumthing.... haha... feeling dam freakin proud..... my smokin shitz.... are like.... dam lil now.... hahaha... wonder how long it will last larh....

tired weak...

sigh... dam tired... my eyes... like hardly can open weh.... ok... here is the story... went do social work during the weakends... sigh... had loads of fun and yea... thought bout stuff.... some really interesting stuff.... well... today... cant make it 2 class... just reached home... and its like 8.21pm... sigh.... if i dont have class.... i wish i would b there till the last day of that camp... really enjoyed it...

was thinking... how nice if i was once again being a kid... but yea thinking much bout it.... mayb sumtimes being a kid is nice and sumtimes it really suck.... any wayz.. wert i did ther was like planning games and chilling with new ppl.... haha.... mixed around and knew a few ppl.... oO some cute galz ther 2.... haha.... not bad not bad.... main point is.... yea the times that i was actually thinking bout my life.... since it is so dull... i must find my own way to make it bright... kids... waking up the next day forgetting wat ever had happen... well how nice...

actually everything really got into my head was today.... a kid was crying coz he miss his mommy... haha cute kid... wish i had the chance 2 take pic wid em... but yea i left the camp earlier... well... i only said 1 thing and manage 2 cheer him up.... just by making him think bout other things instead of his parents... it actually worked.... *satisfied* although most probably i am gonna fail my psychology... hahaz...

hmm.. a bit on what i did ther... planned games for the kids... KI SIAO 2gether wid them.... lol miss those moments... erm... yea... DANCING.... omg... i actually danced with the kids... and made up the dance with miss sunshine, and my new frenz... haha... fun fun fun!!! well... everything shud have a ending 2 it... and yea those moments ended 2day...

coming friday... will b skippin class.. lol sry cherry.... no choice weh.... goin 2 penang for my camp... wonder how sucky will it b larh.... *thinking* arrr.... i slept infront of the pc... wtf..... good nite larh.....

wed....

sigh.... woke up late in the morning... suppose to wake up at like 6.30.... den go wash my DIRTY car.... in the end.. over slept and woke up at almost 7.... shit... denz... went bath and change.... den ask ppl wheter she wana follow anotz... reached college early... and went chilling in orange... first... chee hoe and greg was ther... den jen came and den.... haha louis and aisha came... weird .... normally they will b chilling in mamak unless its closed or sumthing...

after datz... went chill wid sean a while... but denz... he was in a hurry 2 his chem exam... sigh.... went SC after that... and planned 2 ditch class.... donnie was calling me like 10 times or so.. denz he came SC to look for me... first thing he said... MAHAI.... NOT GOING CLASS AH?? PURUSH IS THERE.... lol lar... he said purush dam scary... but i feel... he is dam blur... like dunno wtf is happening....

after english and math... had lunch wid cheryl, sean , donnie and greg.... lolz... funny larh.... greg is mad... turning gay or sumthing.... donnie also!!!! wtf weh.... macam wana kena rape... and the 2 love birds.... haha!!!! we stared at them and they din even notice.... they look so good 2gether larh..... chilling in pink and yea... our usual set... 4 ice lemon tea.... and 4 nasi lemak.... lol things never change larh.....

went do a bit of our psychology stuff in the LAB.... den cheryl and sean teman me.... thanks larh.... well.. every thing is almost done... and hopefully i will score for my presentation tomorrow.... went MPSJ wid cheryl and sean at bout 3.... haha 3 of us in the car... and yea cheryl.... SINGING.... her voice not bad sia..... when me and sean lookin at her... lol she stopped... haha sad sad.... walao eh... i felt like a lamp post man in MY own car.... lolz... wth is this.... i told them and they said... SHUT UP!!!..... nearly got killed by both of them....

after datz... went to miss sunshine's house.... learnt how to dance.... ahhh!!! mad mad..... i wonder how are the others gonna dance that shit larh.... haha dam weird.... lol the way she dance quite qute weh.... jumping here and there.... funny..... conclusion... she cant dance..... and i cant dance.... finally..... i felt dam funny lookin at her dance.... hahaha.....

reached home at like 6++. dam tired... eyes were like gonna close... wtf lah.... today dunno wats wrong... how many dam times almost met into an accident.... mayb i shud like stop driving for a few days larh.... now.... 9.30..... almost gonna die.... my eyes hardly can open... but still have 2 settle the dance thing and the psychology presentation.... and yea... as usual... he is loosing his temper on the smallest things....

hmm... think thats all i guess.... crapping 2 much makes my brain feel like crap... gonna die out soon.... sleepy...... to add on a final crap.... swt lar chee hoe... i feel the ending is lame... coz yea... all the ending was.... the guy and the gal 2gether... ermm... so... common ending... LAMEEEE.... haha mayb you guys have diffrent perspective larh... erm... i was more thinkin bout like... wtf happen 2 the others... haha... any wayz... the movie climax was good larh.... just the ending sux a bit.... ( according 2 me larh)