update

sigh.. it has been long time since i updated my blog... just came home from china 2 days ago.. not really fun coz i tot she was going with us but in the end she did not.. was like so dam boring ther... takin care of my cousins and just following the tour... was so dam dam dam boring.. well.. i bought sumthing which i think it is quite cheap lar... RM150 for a mp4... not bad eh.... arrgh... today is 26th ad... 1 more weak and college reopen.. god y this holiday is like so dam short?? my results are out... god dam it... failled 2 subjects... dunno wtf 2 do now.. sigh...

hmm... when i knoe wat 2 write den ill write more i guess

weaks of stuff

hmm?!?!

just the same pose...

these were the pics i was waiting for... sigh it din turn out as well as i thought... so dam bright weh... aint she cute?? =P... anywayz.... this pic was taken a weak ago or so during a bus trip 2 penang for our camp... haha got really nothing 2 do in the bus so ended up playing with her phone and takin pictures... her finals is this weak... all the best 2 her larh... hmm... she's goin aussie soon... sigh... gonna miss her lah.... hopefully we have another chance 2 organize another camp b4 she chiao lah...

spent time studyin at home ytd... arrgh.... nothing seems 2 go in and i ended up infront of the pc again... what is my life without a computer larh.... really wandering...finals are like less than a weak... and i still dunno shitz.... if am gonna fail this sem... say bb to my studies... have 2 work ad... my mum was dam frustrated.... well am just tryin 2 get stuff in my head larh...

sigh kids.... dam funny... my cousin and my pet sis were together... me and my friend... was talkin bout it and he asked for a bet how long would they last... i said max of 2 weaks... and he said max of 3 weaks.... dam funny... they actually last for 5 days... omfg..... dam funny la... seriously... what teachers teach them in highschool now larh i wonder.... suddenly went so "matured" haha.....

sigh... aussie really so nice meh?? y every 1 goin ther??? ish ish... gonna miss every 1 larh.... greg also went aussie... sigh... 3 weaks sial.... OW YEA.... TO WHOM EVER IS READING MY BLOG... WANA GO TO SEAN'S CONCERT?? 30th of december .... 15 bucks per person and ... erm dunno larh... interested den let me knoez... ill get the tickets from him.... ow its at KL... near masjid jamek LRT station... well.. i herd 2 songs from his band.... was quite good .....

prisons and criminals... arrgh... my group book project which is due this wed.... havent wrote my part lagi.... have 2 do it ad larh.... and yea... remember 2 buy it when its published.... haha... chiaoz...

prom nite...

ok... here it goes.... hmm... prom.... was a bit of the boring man..... sigh..... but ... somehow i actually enjoyed it a little and was like a bit dissapointed 2 leave early larh.... hmm... feelin proud of my self that i finally made the decission... and so yeah.....

yesterday b4 don fetched me 2 prom... wah... i was totally makin a big fuss of my outfit... sigh.... well... the shirt was so dam small.... din wear it for like ages ad.... anywayz.... arrgh... was like so dam late 2 prom.. and donnie drove like mad weh... finally see his skills =P....

took a few pictures... and yea... only received like 1 of them... so only posted this up larh... owh owh... it was my first time watching a live band perform... dam cool weh.... they were good... disagree.... seriously good... besides that there were 2 rappers.... and LoL... jae seung.. performed his beat boxing.... cool weh.... he and cheryl was up on the stage with the 2 fellers... hahaz..... owh owh... i have this... jae seung and cheryl... on stage!!

hmm..... ish... every 1 looked good.. besides me??

here it is... the rappers , jae seung and cheryl...

shit weh... can you immagine??? buyin 1 pack of dunhil from q-bar cost like RM10.50.... LOL... almost can buy a pack of 20 and another pack of 14.... sigh... service charge... government tax... bla bla bla... hahaz... nasib din buy... in the end... was like harvesting from jason,don,bill,jae seung... hahaz... pity them weh... anyways thanks for the sticks....

don went to maison that nite... so yea... i chiaoz early wid him and meet my mum sumwher near eastin hotel... lol lah... don was so dam proud weh... his car was faster than a celica... haha... cant stop braggin bout it when 3 of us were in the car... funniest part was... don parked his car behind a person's car name kah lok.. (i guess) erm... yea he was sayin he dam scared bla bla bla... cant stop laughing... =P....

and so that was the prom nite larh... today... sigh... kan nin neh.... really dam frustrated wid my exam... math 1160... shit larh... totally forgot how to do my normal distribution... i was like SHIT>... gonna fail ad... i blanked the whole god dam paper... and did the annuity part... sigh... and yea... miss vicky having a mood swing or so... so ganas weh... last friday din go class.. and din knoe that we were supposed 2 pass up a worksheet... sigh... she din wana listen 2 me... and yea... not gonna accept my paper... sigh...

finals in like less than 10 days time... finally starting to get nervous... scared sial.... next weak... startin 2 study in college larh... erm... hopefully cheryl will keep 2 what she say larh... after class stay in library and study... hopefully i can survive larh... the last time i studied in library was like 5 months ago or so... during my a-levels semester test... lol lah.... so hopefully this time i will get the grades i want larh.... or not really screwed ad....

dam tired.... wana slp ad larh... gd nite people....

funny post....

wed... the day b4 prom... thinking bout prom... i have no shirt to wear weh.... SHIT.... and yea... hopefully sean and greg is going larh... looks like a big bunch of us are going... lookin at my wardrobe... shit larh.. all i have is casual lookin stuff... no formal shitz... arrgh... mayb gotta go shopping later or sumthing i guess... well it actually all depends on wheter sean and greg going anot larh... they dun wana go den no point for me 2 go ad larh... anywayz.. cherry thanks for the advice on the clothing part...

omg... cherry we finally had lunch... after 2 weaks... hahaz.... miss those moments... weh greg... dun so miang tau?? not good weh... later ppl's *ehem* come kill you.... lolz.... anywayz... i liked the present that ure fren gave you... r you gonna make 1 for me?? hahaz.. that was really sumthing special larh.... my 18th birthday... was like total crap... wishing my self happybday... and my ex called me... thats all...

after lunch moments came home den started thinking bout the moments again... in the bus went crazy takin pictures wid her... and yea... suddenly felt like lookin at them badly... dunno y... suddenly thought that we 2 look good for each other but... hahaz... will never happen... arrgh... dun think so much ad larh!!!

to my dearest kai mei... i dunno wert 2 say larh... yea you 2 together is good larh... but den... sendiri take care k?? wert can i say... i knoe my cousin well enough... he totally not the serious type.... and i hope you will b happy wid him and hopefully he will b serious 2 you larh... erm erm.... yea this weak will see you i guess... wonder how will you 2 look like holding hands... HAHAZZZ....

finally my first prom without a date.... actually wanted 2 ask her 2 b my date... but den... she is from another college... sigh... she dunno any 1 there... dun wan her 2 feel weird larh... and another 1... she left college ad... but den... the moment i see her... i will just think more again... betta not larh... most probably gonna date greg and sean... hahz.... so yea lidatz lar for the moment....

no brainz

my biggest regret.... studyin adtp in sunway... fuckz.... my soc2000... presentation was last thursday... was sick... din turn up 2 college... supposed 2 finished the presentation part on wed.... in the end... my friend... ki young... such a good fren... forget 2 bring his lap top... den he blame me... ok fine... fuck it... such a last minute work... his part was the survey and report part... in the end... he did the presentation coz i was sick... and i actually asked him to postpone it.... he did not... now, he is making me do the report... i dun mind doing it but.. my dam pc dont even have a writing programme... my lap top is spoilt... and all he says is owh... you just dun wana do the work... fuck it lah... i am serious... i dun mind failing my whole dam adp.... most is i dont get 2 study... like i give a dam... my freakin interest in this college has totally lost... retard.... seriously dam retard.... i tried explaining 2 him like 10 times... and he actually dunno what the fuck i was talking bout and yea i am trying 2 say that... he totally has no sence... report... if he actually told me last thursday... i could actually do it... HE TOLD ME LIKE AT 10.35P.M. MONDAY NIGHT... AND SUPPOSE 2 PASS UP TOMORROW MORNING AT 11.... what the fuck is wrong with him... he said if i really wanted... i could actually go to my friends house and do it... EI FUCK.... THIS IS NOT KOREA.... YOU CANT FEEL LIKE GOIN 2 YOUR FRIENDS HOUSE DEN YOU GO... fuck lah... yea i knoe its my fault coz i was sick... but he is being so unrealistic... really no fucking brainz..

ish... better stop... dunno wtf i am talkin bout...

home sweet home...

arrgh.... finally... fun time is over... finals comin in 3 weaks time... stress... thinkin bout it.. if i am not doing well for my finals... yay ther goes my wmu dreams.... hopefully this time... every thing wont screw up the last minute.... screwed up my a-levels... and yea... now adp... must not screw it up... was sick for 2 days... den now... back home after the camp... feeling a bit sick.... sigh...

friday.... left KL at bout 2.30... i was like a sakai sitting ther wid sunshine... waiting for the bus to start moving... arrrr... 2.30... left pudu raya... guess wert... reached penang after 6 hours... 8.30... wtf .... serious wtf.... was almost late 2 get up to the mountain... in the bus... was talking and takin photos wid sunshine... most probably gonna post them in my friendster after i get them....

moment i reached the bukit bendera... walao eh... kena scolding by sunshine's dad... my face was with a wtf look... kena lecture sayin that we organizers late goin up... eh at least we went ok.... complaining that the stuff was so dam dam dam heavy.... fine larh.... after bath and some chit chatting... had to rearrange the whole time table... sigh... most mafan ppl in the world ever... paling failure camp i ever participated... fuckz.... shud i say it was a total wayste of time when i could actually online chit chatting at home....

saturday... sigh... same boring thing again... woke up and started adjusting the time table... screwed.... total wayste of time man... i really cursing every 1 ther.... and yea.... after that change... almost every 1 actually followed the time table... quite proud larh.... played like mad ppl... and missing my own freedom.... sigh.. kids ... really following you every where you go including gonna bath.... wtf.... dinner was bbq... haha ... tom yam soup... dam nice weh.... din get 2 have much coz.... some ppl came and stole it!!!

today... happy weh... finally the camp is over... the best part was... i got a new kai mei again... sigh... wonder how many i have ad larh... simply yeng 1 here and there... sial ad... haha..... yea... miss phei eng... my best kai mei.... 1 year ad... din see her... sigh... anywayz... my this new kai mei... her name is brenda.... 13 this year... honestly... she is quite good lookin... my cousin... haha swt larh... shud i say he is such a pussy.... he likes my kai mei... and yea dun dare 2 ask her 2 b his gf... pussy man.... and my kai mei actually used my phone and smsed him 2 ask him wheter he has feelings 2 her anot... WTF.... really freakin innocent man these people... but they 2 quite ngam larh... my cousin... 190 cm.... the girl at least also 170...

sigh... my this kai mei... susah to layan... seriously.... expect so much from my cousin... macam gonna die for him or sumthing... expect him 2 ask her 2 b his gf... and yea.... she wait till tak sampai sampai lagi.... walao eh... thinkin bout me... i was quite a pussy when i was goin after a gurl sometime ago.... malu sial.... this was the funny part of the day larh...

when the camp finished... quarrel wid my mum once again... this time... really freakin buay tahan... during lunch time... left the restraunt and went komtar... ish... dunno y people whom quite understand me ad still dun knoe wat i want... when i am pissed... just leave me alone... dun try to tam me or anything... nothing will work... sunshine chased after me and went to komtar 2 look for me... was enjoying my mc D there... hahaha!! den... sigh... i felt bad weh... makin her walk back 2 the restraunt alone... seriously sorry.... if really time could go back... i would walk her back and i run away again... =P....

2ml back 2 college.... must start workin for my finals... dun wana fail my psy and soc.... thats all for now... chiaoz

late post....

arr.... 8.30 am.... =P shudn't i b in college?? lolz larh... wtf.... suppose 2 go to penang in the morning but.... HAHA.... sunshine had 2 go 2 college..... and yea... would you b so" kind" hearted 2 let a girl take a bus alone 2 penang??? of coz no rite... denz i had 2 stay and teman her there larh.... sienz... now at home online and doing nothing... gonna go pudu raya and buy my bus tickets in a moment... any wayz... HAPPY BDAY GREG....

wed.. went college as usual.... lol larh... supposed 2 have lunch wid cheryl but den ditched her... sowee weh... really last minute change of planns... had 2 larh.... after math went tesco wid sunshine... shop shop shop... wtf.... as if we r like buying for beggars weh... everything go for cheapest!!! sekali all cacat.... go pray ad larh.... after shopping... we went 2 puchong... visit the kids... hmm.. that moment... dunno y i felt like a super star or sumthing... every 1 was like lookin at us... with those type of surprised face... haha.... den... yea... xiao li... wth... she said her name was xiao li... but... actually... was fung chin.... wtf.... anywayz... she's cute larh...b4 i left... sunshine helped me 2 take her number=.=!! put in my phone sia.... wth larh... den 3 of us took picture... siao ad... play till camera no battrey....

denz... ytd... thursday... fuckz larh.... woke up... fever... mahai lorh.... freakin presentation... how!!! weh ki young... really sorry ... hopefully the presentation can be postponed larh... den sleep sampai like 9... donnie called... ISH... woke me up... wth larh.... den again... cant sleep... so went eat medicine... bla bla bla.... normal resting stuff... stonning session in my bed room... in the afternoon... felt better... had 2 go buy some camp stuff... omg larz... 2pm waited at damansara perdana till3pm... for the money... wtf... 200 bucks also have to wait for 1 hour... wayste my time sia.... from ther, FLEW all the way 2 ss2 and look for the indian wok...( ke ling bou) sigh.. suay gila... so dam hard 2 find... den a aunty told me that kepong bahru ther have... but den... kepong... i only knoe how 2 go 4 places....
1) my aunt's house
2) jun yi's house
3) shereen's house
4) buo re xue she

den... i went KB wid jun yi ... tapi he blur sia... wat also dunno.. wtf larh... called shereen 2 ask her... hmm.. dunno who picked up the phone at first... macam she so scared or wat.... asked her how to go KB... den she macam blur blur ther... wonder is she half awake or wert.... she dunno how 2 go.... sigh... i was like... shit die lar this time... wat also cant get.... selamber went kepong... shereen say look at road sign... sigh... dun see any sign also... ended up at batu caves!!!!!!!!! wtf.... putar balik... den simply go here and ther... made it to KB.... walan eh... thank god that i get those woks....

ytd nite... si fu came to the centre.... dam scary... play the instruments... also trembling like no 1 pasal.... but nasib... she said overall its good... felt happy.... hmm... have 2 go to pudu raya 2 get my tickets... ARR... fuck larh... really .... darn lazee... dun feel like going ad.... thats all for now i guess... ill update on monday or so....