Weeeeee~~

can i say... i dun wana study anymore?? cheryl asked me a question today... arr... and i really dunno how 2 answer her... will i cry when she leave for aussie?? i really dunno... coz... now rite... day by day.... the date of her goin 2 aussie is nearer... gonna miss her loads... just wish that i could spend some meaningful time with her when she is still around...

freakin breaks... sigh.. every tuesday... ill be alone... whats this i also dunno.... donnie changed college... sigh... startin 2 feel that ... he is leavin the part of my life... last sem was totally madness larh... now.. lunch by my self... cheryl... always come at 2.30 for theater... sigh... 2day... had lunch wid youstbi..... and saw clair... and gang there... LOLZ>..... wee lucky me... or ill be stonning alone... arrgh...

tomorrow... it will be the 3rd time that WE WILL BE meeting up with donnie and sean... hopefully this time no shit ass problem comin up larh... if yes.... den screw it... dun wana meet you guys ad... screw it.... my bro(ian) took the roket back to pluto ad...(penang)... sigh... again... lost 1 more fella teman me... arrrghhhh... hopefully next sem he will be studyin here lar... den it will be mad ad... both of us ... LOL cant immagine larh...

next thing is... erm.... i am dam tired... wana slp... and.... GD NITE....

new post...

erm... finally... my blogger is not bein a bitch... and i can update it... I WANT A N73!!!!! thanks 2 my big mouth which cant stop talkin... i ended up without a N73... arrgh...

last thursday... went 2 watch this play... called okiku... wow ... tot it would be boring and all... but hell yea... turned out nice... really wei... when i needed a camera 2 take pictures with... none of us has it... cheryl's phone battrey was dead... sigh... god dam it... lolx... the place... KLPAC... was just so dam beautiful.... 2 weaks later ill be goin there again.. either to work... or watch the play... hopefully it will be another nice play larh.... and that time... must have a camera... either borrow my mum's phone or my brother's phone.. god dam it....

erm ok... i need a hair cut... and cheryl is braggin that she has a degree in hair stylin... omg... i rather save up and go cut my hair... mayb she has a PHD in shavin ppl... lolx.... ok back 2 my story... i went medical check up on saturday.. and OMFG... the doc asked me wheter i smoke... i said no... ahaha he showed me my lungz.. and HOLY COW.... its either gonna rosak or sumthing... i was like... shit... dun tell my mum that i smoke... den he said.. ok... if you stop smokin... so i have 2 lar... sigh... dun wana die young...

ish... 2 things i miss doin now... yumcha with sunshine... and camp session with my heng daiz.... dunno when is gonna be the next time... sigh.... talkin bout camp... to those who read my blog.. erm plz... if you are interested in organizin a camp.... which is quite fun... give me a phone call... 012-3843207... and let me know... in need of people... the camp will be during high school's mid year holidays... venue yet 2 b decided... participants target is 70 ppl... well... i swear... organizin camp is a hell fun thing... currently... there are only like 4 ppl involved... need another 5-6 ppl... hopefully can larh....

seriously dunno wert 2 write... mayb coz... have not been bloggin for sumtime... and I REALLY WANA TAKE PICTURES..... miss takin them... lolx.... tats all larh.. byez

hell long ago post

if there was seriously no 1 gonna look at me or ask me what the fuck i am doing... confirm i am gonna like scream out 2 da max... god dam serious.... i really cant stand my fucking brother... retard... sohai... anywayz... fuck tard... who the fuck cries for a girl which he actually never met b4??? what the fuck man...!!! and i never even see him do it unless he is in the toilet lah... this is on his blog and here it goes...:

January 21st, 2007
weird...
PhantomD
mun and i just talked about something weird... she say that ill dislike her after i heard her story but well i didnt... then she sorta say goodbye... i hope she won't sucide she summor said that she won't online anymore....what am i going todo without her.... i even cried 4 times for her and even did stupid stuff for her...don feel like writing much tata~
Currently feeling: stuck
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January 16th, 2007
so tired......
PhantomD
aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh today p.e used up all my enerygy.... thanks to the no good esther forced me to run non-stop to play basket ball and said dunno what controller i dun even understand what is she talking aboutalmost fell asleep during err physics class and bm class and that chun kit was so irritating he cant even shut his mouth for once could not concentrate in class i kinda hate himhis just a spoiled and rich brat and very irritating too its becos of him that 4 ppl from my class have to transfer class due to the noise he caused to us till we cant concentrate... haizzz so tired*add on* banged my head on the wall for 5 mins didnt bleed juz felt pain lolx.. im crazy i banged my head on the wall for her haha.... and here comes the 3 in 1 when i go to bed which is sad,pain,tired
Currently feeling: tired
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fuckin retard man... honestly i knoe doin this is being a bitch... but i really cant help... really dam fucking pissed... he has 2 always spoil my fucking day.... here it goes... in the morning (almost every fuckin morning) he has 2 show his retard face and make it a MUST for me 2 fetch him 2 school... when he reach school all he does is slam my dam car door... and done.... ma cau hai.... can he actually pay a lil respect?? if i can kill some 1 and actually get away... he will b the first on my dam list.... my mum loves him macam only son... what he wants... must give... and like 15 mins ago... that retard ass made me bring him to maxis centre in taman tun... ok i did... coz my mum bought him a phone and the line is not active and my mum wants him to change it to prepaid... that fuckin donkey couldn't even like ask the help desk on what he should do... i went parkin my car... and out he comes and tell me owh 2 many ppl... if i just left without askin... my mum will actually kick my ass or sumthing.... who on earth has a brother like this retard here??? sigh... seriously feel like choking him till he die...
today is just such a fucked up day... woke up... same dam problem with my bro.... den went college.... forgot that i had H/W for my com 1700... so ended up doing it in the library... fuckz... when i go to class... omg lar... lecturer asked me 2 redo it coz it was totally wrong... sigh.. ok fine... 30 mins of class... and i tot i was dam lucky to have a short class... den went pink for lunch... met jun and mahmud... den my pussy came(arvin)... cheryl came 2.... after lunch how yee called me and my phone was on silent... so din manage 2 pick the phone up... eventually... she told me her car got towed.... but when i knew... i was ad in class... purush was ther... with a pissed face as this is the 2nd time i enterin his class.. and its the 5th class... thank god its the final class with him.... well... yea cheryl... thanks alot... love you wei.... borrowed money from her and ended up with how yee... wonder how stuff went lar... suppose 2 fetch her to 15...
well... now back 2 my self... sumtimes i really think having a girlfriend is nice which is when you really need sum 1 to talk to or shud i say sum 1 to really chill with... either a girlfriend or a dam dam dam good friend will do... sigh... well.. my previous blog entry has stated that my good friends left 2 taiwan... sigh... and sunshine.... arrgh... i seriously... dunno wat 2 say... my feelings 2 her is like... ARRGH..... wat am i thinkin??? her parents dun let her out so cant talk much 2 her... well she has about the same bro as i am having...
darn i am dam broke... in need of serious cash.... if fairy tails were true... i really wish i had unlimited money 2 spend... arrgh.... want a camera phone, a pc/laptop of my own... a new car... and well most importantly.... dun even have 2 study anymore... lolx.... hmm... donnie... enjoyin all his days... ahaha wish both of you guys happy alwayz..... =P... wonderin how stuff went out 2day lar... and yea nikki if you r reading this... sry wei... i realli 4got that you cant read chinese... remind me 2 read it for you on wed.... tats all... bb

PS: its so late post... coz blogger has been a bitch in my com... cant post this message

Bored....

god... last weak had 2 much of fun... now its like... cant stop talking... and dam boring at home.... as usual.. every saturday went 2 centre... but... i fell asleep... LOLX.... den my pet sis woke me up and ask me go talk 2 her in the room... in the end.. i ended up kacau her and my cousin... and this young kid ... bullied him 99... sayin there is ghost and so... ganas rite??? he almost left the room with tears... lolx... feel sry for him lar... mood was not good...

after that went to devi's corner and had a yum cha session with sunshine... oO... loads of stuff 2 talk about... and SHIT.... y must she tell the whole world bout HER??? OMFG???? she realli outdated... on the way home my mum HAD to ask me bout that girl... YC session... den we finally made up our mind... organizing a camp during may... end of may where the kids are having holls... yay... and sad.... sad coz it will b the last time ill b organizing camp with her as she will b leavin 2 aussie soon... same uni as SEAN.... and erm any 1 interested to help me organize camp... will b dam happy... want more ppl 2 help me so that erm... it wont end just lidat... coz after sunshine leave ill b the only 1 planning the whole shit...

sigh... kids.... do they actually know whats love?? like?? and bla bla bla??? wonderin wei... 2day they could b together tml they could not b together.... i really wonder... how are kids now adays being brought up.... extra fast hormon grows..... i am seriously gonna give them 2 big slaps man... really dam malu to knoe them... 8 years old ad follow ppl have BF/GF.... wtf... dunno their brains at where also....

arrgh.... i am seriously darn broke... car got less den 5 bucks of petrol... and i doubt it can go more den 5 KM... how am i going 2 college??? sigh.... seriously have 2 quit smoking... and use those money 2 yumcha or sumthing...

weak of fun...

i seriously need a camera... erm... it would be even better a camera phone with bla bla bla... sigh... when i feel like takin pics and i dun even have a camera with me... arrgh... dam san fu... its like... you need drugz when you want them... erm GOD DAM IT... why is my parents so unfair??? arrgh.... if i want stuff like those... hell yea she gonna say... you want it arr?? save money and buy it yer self... pifft!!... my bro asked for a phone WITH, camera, mp3... bla bla bla... my mum without 2nd words... bought him 1... wtf.... ALL I HAVE is a STUPID 3310... and using a RANDOM phone...3200 i gues... sigh... lame larh...

this weak i went AC 3 times.... arrgh... and each time i see this girl... nikki... same thing will b out from her mouth... dun feel like goin class.. bla bla bla... erm i guess coz?? donnie is ther?? lolx... both of them are just... ermmmm... lets say suitable for each other i guess?? din see don's face this happy for a long time ad... never attend lan the whole weak... and cheryl... sigh she is pissed at me i guess... finally sayin fuck you to me... swtz.... she never said that 2 me b4... lolx.... erm anywayz.... hopefully ill b goin next weak... dun wana skip class or wert eva....besides wed... ahaha gonna go AC again... meeting with don and his wife....

this girl... which i was with her for a while last time... appeared in my life again... well... there is a chinese sayin a good horse will not eat the grass behind...well.. i think its true...she is a nice girl... but... i really dont think its possible... between us there will always b a gap... and wert ever happend last time is a pass... just remain as friends will be the best i guess...

SUXX

OMFG.... lame larh... sticks... hmm.. to all smokers out ther... i guess sticks = to life... erm this equation should b certified soon sial.... erm... it has been long i din update my blog coz of my dam pc which gone haywire few weaks ago... sigh.. now doin it in college... arrgh... well basically last weak was just 1 crazy weak of my life... never had so much fun in college...

hmm.. 1 of the thing is... i am proud of this girl... cheryl... first time she ever SKIP her LAN1003 coz of me... lolz... motivation... (malaysian studies) well honestly.. tell me who goes to malaysian studies every time besides NERDS... coz of my dear MR.Wong and MRS. Wong... i failed my malaysian studies in a-levels... sigh now have 2 retake or redo our group project thing...

well.. last weak.. i met this gurl... not bad quite cute... and ther is this feller.. which i actually think he has grownup after his 18th bday... gratz larh... finally makin a bit of sence... but den... hell no its not an infatuation... sigh... if he is not worried shit bout her he wont b pissed at me when i said ill go for her... lolz...(a bit angry)... and he BLUSHES when he said he dont like her... dam funny lar the feller... ahaha look so innocent infront of her... anywayz.. nice knowin her... and DON... OMFG... y goin 2 sexy(segi) college?? hell sunway is better den sexy... sigh... and i knoe you sexy enough ad... dont have to go ther rite??

had sumthing on with cheryl last weak... dared me not to smoke for 21 days... she was so dam motivated by Miss Jessica's "MOTIVATION" speach... and if i can do it she would buy me our emo4 drink... iceblended milo in kimgary... and i just found out some 1 has just stole our drink and put a pic that sean has the same thing he was doing in his blog also... sigh.... in the end.. cant tahan.. ytd... quarreled with my mum again... den went out and hoho... starts... i have this dunhil pack... when you open it looks like you r opening a book... and its limited... sigh... glad to have 1 but... i want more... lolX...

theater... sigh... next weak thursday goin to KLPAC to watch that theater... okikku or sumthing lidat... dunno how its gonna b... 32 bucks wei... dam expensive... and today... this feller GILA lucky... won 50 bucks off vincent... lol... vishnu... gila weh you... go buy toto today and split the winning money with me ok?? =P..... or mayb you should go macau, china and start playin poker... lolz....

today... 1st time in my life i was actually semangat sial wana go to malaysian studies class... omg... i went to LT 5(monash block)... this macha of mine was ther and said he went in and the lecturer started teaching BIO... LOLZZZZ... den we went back to audi7(sunway block) to check... not there either... went look for PA... not ther also... WTF>..... went down to inspiration square and fuck arround den cheryl came... den we went all the way back up to LT5... hell class was not there... ARRGH... god dam it... in the end... screwed the class and here i am... in the lab... updating my blog...

tomorrow will b goin ac... hopefully get to meet up with her... din see her for like a year... wonder how she looks like now... still as cute as b4?? ish... sigh... dun wana think bout it ad... really dam sad when i think more... arrgh...

nothing betta 2 do...

1.Do u know anyone's MySpace
password?
; mine??.

2.Do u love your life?
; sumtimes.

3.Are u an emotional person?
; depends...

4.State every person u were with
today:
; wow... dam alot... erm lets see important ones... cheryl, don..

5.TV show u miss watching?
; every show.

6.Borrowed stuff from ur friends u
still
have with u?
; RM20.

7.What was the last thing u did?
; talking.

8.Who is right next to u?
; cheryl... and a ghost i guess....

9.Who was the last person u ate with &
when?
; donovan... 2 hours ago.

10.How many times has ur page been
viewed?
; look at the counter.

11.How's the weather right now?
; dark?? raining??.

12.Last person u called today?
; cheryl.

13.Last person who called u?
; cheryl.

14.Last song u sang?
; never sang 1??... some buddhist song i guess(dunno the name)

15.Last time u danced?
; a mil years ago??.

16.Last brand of car u rode in?
; Perodua, Myvi.

17.Smoked?
;few mins ago....

19.Been really depressed before?
; yeah.

20.Faked being sick to miss school?
; who wouldnt?!.

21.What time did u wake up today?
; 6.30am...

22.Current craving?
; sleep.

23.Do u know the person who sent u
this forward?
; yeah.

25.Are u too shy to ask anyone out?
; depends on who.

27.Where are u now?
; sumwhere called the computer lab in CL4... sunway university college.

28.What date is it?
; 9th jan.

31.Last person who sent u a msg on
myspace?
; GREG!!!.

32.Do u like ur school?
; school?? not in 1... how to like 1???.

33.Do u like books?
; Winks*.

34.Do u want to get married when ure
older?
; hmm??? mayb...

35.With whom?
; my self??? ;p ?

36. Chocolate or sex?
LOL??? obvious answer... what do you think??? obviously both

37. Tagg 5 person
; Don, Greg, Cheryl,Suria,Brenda

fun day

wow... cant believe my self... today was just another day of my college... woke up at 6.30.. and was so dam lazy... went back 2 bed again... woke up at 8.30... woo more den enough sleep... and decided 2 go college.... although my class starts at 11... the moment i reach college... wa weather so nice sial... confirm a nice day... true enough... hoho... went 2 mamak with arvin and collected the money for jae seung... finally... LOL.... started stuffing sticks into my mouth today morning... arrgh.... went in 2 college and wanted 2 look for ppl... ahh.. found out no 1 had came 2 college yet... den i saw jia wei and kenneth... eh wtf... those 2 pro conman weh... RM20 for some notes that you could actually get them free..... donnie came bout at 10.45... waaa screw class.. goin ac... lol i was like wtf.... semangat wana go class but den was late... so dun wana give bad impression.. in the end i din go... WAAA 1 month din foos... got trashed sial... 7-2.... walao eh joe since when so keng...

after don's class.. wanting 2 go ac... but den... arrgh... have 2 wait for this FFK queen... eventually she ffk me again... and i had lunch cheryl... long time din have lunch with her... missed her... and this feller greg... came and say hi... den tell me he is bz... wats this lar.... always so bz.... wtf... TFK meh.... lol.... 1.30... left 2 ac with the ffk queen... went see this milk lady...(su ying)... lol all of us call her susu... missed her loads also... been 6 months i din see her... arrgh.... 3 girls in my car... 1 leng, 1 cute... and 1 soso .... good larh... told you it was a good day... lol it went better when don intro his fren .... WOW!!!! DAM CUTE SIAL...... the wander his face turned ham sap.... you knoe larh... don and his miang look... wonder he tahan his nose or sumthing anot... somehow feel that red stuff is comin out... =P...

now... at home... dam tired... and gonna go out again.. fxxkin broke ad sial... still keep driving here and ther... crazy 1... ow yea and not to mention... i saw a unexpected ppl 2day.. but she din say hi to me... or mayb she just din see me larh....

college reopen

yea... finaly i felt like startin 2 blog all over again... omg... college is starting again... sigh boring and shit and more bull shitz... last sem was a total shit... and inorder to continue study i must really do well this sem... like a CGPA of 2.5 and above... omfg... how can i get that if i am not retakin any of the subjects that i failed?? sigh... just pray hard and do well... tats all i can say... went to college on the 3rd of jan to do my subject registration... arrgh... was in college the whole dam day... smokin my ass off and chilling with my friends... i missed them.... omfg DON wher the hell r you larh... still holiday mood meh??

ok back 2 college stuff... this sem ill be takin theater 1000, com 1700, english 1050, and geog 1000 ..... hmm.. LOOKs simple... but dun think its that simple afterall... arrgh... really startin 2 b worried bout my college stuff... and erm... fuck i am obsessed with the game i used 2 play 5 years ago... www.realthugz.com OMG... i am even using my free time 2 play in college... whats wrong or shud i say wats in my brain besides that!?! all i do is worried would i be hit or sumthing... suck...

thursday was just a verrry good day... ahaha feelin dam happy... 1st thing... was managed 2 chill with cheryl again after bout a month... lol missed her... wonder wher all of us went during the finals and the holidays.... MIA??? =P.... hopefully we will still b as close as b4... and ahahaha chill less den b4 coz last time we really chilled dam alot.. at least 3 times a weak..!! and our results really was a piece of shit last sem.... 2nd thing... was in the lab using the com... den i saw this familliar face... wonder who she is... thinkin and thinkin den looked at my phone ... owh... its her... ahaha ... knew her since form 1... in genting... den din meet each other for bout 4 years... after chilling when we were F4.... lost contact again... lol suddenly saw her in D college... WAAAA 1ST PERSON WHOM ACTUALLY SAID I PUT ON WEIGHT!!! omfg.... i actually lost 7KG since aug last year... hmm mayb she said that coz she was really small size....

this 3 days of college... spent my time chilling with my friends more den really startin 2 get back into college mood... ahaha.... wed i chilled with arvin,jason.... thurs... cheryl, arvin, how yee, louis, robin, sara, brenan...... and friday... adi, how yee, jae seung, yew choong... lol wonder what life i am havin.. steady chillin here and ther... and gonna die during the sem really start...

really miss takin pictures... hmm my plan is... takin pic with how yee(never takin a pic with her b4 besides class photo), SEAN!!!!!(leavin 2 aussie... wonder he will remember me...), Cheryl...(always havin a sweet face...), sunshine... arr i missed her... 1 month ad din see her .... well most probably gonna see her 2day...

hmm... i guess thats it larh... currently nothing much yet... when college really start i think things really start 2 happen also... hahaz....