hell long ago post

if there was seriously no 1 gonna look at me or ask me what the fuck i am doing... confirm i am gonna like scream out 2 da max... god dam serious.... i really cant stand my fucking brother... retard... sohai... anywayz... fuck tard... who the fuck cries for a girl which he actually never met b4??? what the fuck man...!!! and i never even see him do it unless he is in the toilet lah... this is on his blog and here it goes...:

January 21st, 2007
weird...
PhantomD
mun and i just talked about something weird... she say that ill dislike her after i heard her story but well i didnt... then she sorta say goodbye... i hope she won't sucide she summor said that she won't online anymore....what am i going todo without her.... i even cried 4 times for her and even did stupid stuff for her...don feel like writing much tata~
Currently feeling: stuck
Posted by PhantomD at 02:18 pm Add a Comment
January 16th, 2007
so tired......
PhantomD
aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh today p.e used up all my enerygy.... thanks to the no good esther forced me to run non-stop to play basket ball and said dunno what controller i dun even understand what is she talking aboutalmost fell asleep during err physics class and bm class and that chun kit was so irritating he cant even shut his mouth for once could not concentrate in class i kinda hate himhis just a spoiled and rich brat and very irritating too its becos of him that 4 ppl from my class have to transfer class due to the noise he caused to us till we cant concentrate... haizzz so tired*add on* banged my head on the wall for 5 mins didnt bleed juz felt pain lolx.. im crazy i banged my head on the wall for her haha.... and here comes the 3 in 1 when i go to bed which is sad,pain,tired
Currently feeling: tired
Posted by PhantomD at 01:30 pm Add a Comment
fuckin retard man... honestly i knoe doin this is being a bitch... but i really cant help... really dam fucking pissed... he has 2 always spoil my fucking day.... here it goes... in the morning (almost every fuckin morning) he has 2 show his retard face and make it a MUST for me 2 fetch him 2 school... when he reach school all he does is slam my dam car door... and done.... ma cau hai.... can he actually pay a lil respect?? if i can kill some 1 and actually get away... he will b the first on my dam list.... my mum loves him macam only son... what he wants... must give... and like 15 mins ago... that retard ass made me bring him to maxis centre in taman tun... ok i did... coz my mum bought him a phone and the line is not active and my mum wants him to change it to prepaid... that fuckin donkey couldn't even like ask the help desk on what he should do... i went parkin my car... and out he comes and tell me owh 2 many ppl... if i just left without askin... my mum will actually kick my ass or sumthing.... who on earth has a brother like this retard here??? sigh... seriously feel like choking him till he die...
today is just such a fucked up day... woke up... same dam problem with my bro.... den went college.... forgot that i had H/W for my com 1700... so ended up doing it in the library... fuckz... when i go to class... omg lar... lecturer asked me 2 redo it coz it was totally wrong... sigh.. ok fine... 30 mins of class... and i tot i was dam lucky to have a short class... den went pink for lunch... met jun and mahmud... den my pussy came(arvin)... cheryl came 2.... after lunch how yee called me and my phone was on silent... so din manage 2 pick the phone up... eventually... she told me her car got towed.... but when i knew... i was ad in class... purush was ther... with a pissed face as this is the 2nd time i enterin his class.. and its the 5th class... thank god its the final class with him.... well... yea cheryl... thanks alot... love you wei.... borrowed money from her and ended up with how yee... wonder how stuff went lar... suppose 2 fetch her to 15...
well... now back 2 my self... sumtimes i really think having a girlfriend is nice which is when you really need sum 1 to talk to or shud i say sum 1 to really chill with... either a girlfriend or a dam dam dam good friend will do... sigh... well.. my previous blog entry has stated that my good friends left 2 taiwan... sigh... and sunshine.... arrgh... i seriously... dunno wat 2 say... my feelings 2 her is like... ARRGH..... wat am i thinkin??? her parents dun let her out so cant talk much 2 her... well she has about the same bro as i am having...
darn i am dam broke... in need of serious cash.... if fairy tails were true... i really wish i had unlimited money 2 spend... arrgh.... want a camera phone, a pc/laptop of my own... a new car... and well most importantly.... dun even have 2 study anymore... lolx.... hmm... donnie... enjoyin all his days... ahaha wish both of you guys happy alwayz..... =P... wonderin how stuff went out 2day lar... and yea nikki if you r reading this... sry wei... i realli 4got that you cant read chinese... remind me 2 read it for you on wed.... tats all... bb

PS: its so late post... coz blogger has been a bitch in my com... cant post this message