alone....

weee... 2nd year of single's day... well i tot i had some 1 to celebrate with... but den... she actually has a boy friend... ehem** you know who you are... dun need me 2 say.... lol... i actually just found out 2day morning... ahaha... well i will still love her although she is not available... lolx... same usual thing... went college.... chilling session in mamak... and den class... FRIM trip this sat... lol... fucks... who goes to college on saturday??

besides that... i found out another thing 2day... and... sigh.. really sad larh... i was actually.. dumb enough to believe that she dont like that guy... haha.... realli wei... i dunno y... when i am emo... i really cant stop laughing... and i am actually dam sad... i screamed at my mum 2day... LOL... dun ask me y... its totally my fault... sigh...

well... the only thing she said 2 me was... if considered started it actually was long time ago... and ... if din consider started coz he din ask me... means no lor.... sigh... this was what she told me... i asked her last week... she said no... den i asked her wheter i actually had a chance... she told me... yes... she actually never stopped.... since we 1st started till we broke up... and till last year... bout aug... she gave up... coz i din even ask her... sigh... now... i am so dissapointed...