back from holiday...

i am finally back... hmm hmm... lets see... ill start off wid my trip.... hell it was boring... i had 2 spend time with my cousins... takin care of them... they have the size of a giant... but a mental age as a kid.. at the age of 14... my cousin is at 196CM... and the other at the age of 15... 182CM... wtf... crazy bunch of fools... i feel so god damn short around them... only thing i enjoyed in thailand was... the freakin swimming pool 3 meters deep.. just nice 4 me to dive.. beat this... my dam cousin... took 8 bowl of rice... WHAT THE HELL...... i cant even finish 2 bowl... and the feller 8 bowl... omg.... aikz... in the whole trip.. not much of D mood 2 talk bout D trip...

sunway's next sem starts next monday... 4th of june... FUCK.... i havent told shit 2 my mum... god dam it... this sat.... is my party... arrgh... y i have 2 worry so much of this shit during my bday... god...... i am seriously scared larh now...

another survey... tagged by my cousin...

Tagged by my cousin...


NO LYING!!

Do you have the following in your room:

Condoms:nope

Cell phone:yup

Chair/stool:yea.. infront of D window

Book shelf:yup.. loads of books that i dont read

Dresser:nop

Computer:hopefully soon

Bean bag:I wish

Pictures:too many...

Mirror: in D toilet... does it count??

Skateboard: nope

Bed: i sleep on my bed...

Clothes on the floor: when i am in a rush...

Surfboard: nope...

Smoke detector: hopefully no....

Piano/keyboard/guitar/bass/drums: yup

Locking door: yup.. 1/2 worn out...

Bottle of water: yea...

A blacklight: nope

Medals/ribbons: yup...

Awards: yup

Sport accessories: yea... table tennis bat...

CDs: loads....

Flag: dont remember....

stop sign/any sign: yea... 1... with my name on it...

Caution tape: ermh... nop

Paintball: i wish...

Real Gun: i wish more...

Cigarettes: yup

Candle: yup

Books: school books? college txt??

Nintendo: nope

Play Station: nope

Xbox: nope

Stereo: had 1... but now its in my brothers room...

Television: nope

Lighter: i smoke... of coz...

Gum: nope

How many windows do you have in ur
room?: 5 including 2 in D toilet

What is the color of your walls?:
white

Hardwood floor, tile, or carpet?
parquet

What color is your bed?
i DO change my bed sheet every week... god... currently its blue...

what is on ur walls?
a poster, lights

Has the opposite sex been in your room
before?
yea... of coz...

Tagg 5 ppl
1) Nikki
2) Shereen
3) Cheryl
4) Jen
5) Mr. Pussy

dooms day...

the day i had been avoiding for exactly 1 week has finally came... tomorrow... i must go to college... and take my dam results to show my mum... i am officially doomed... what should i tell my mum?? y did i screw up my exams?? i really dont understand till today... my current standings b4 the exams were good... besides i know that i didnt did badly for my final exam... i dont know how!! my results were...

English 1050---- C( thank god i passed i skipped it like a dozen of times)
Com 1700------ D( b4 exams it was at 47/60)
Geo 1000------ D( b4 exams it was at 42/60)
Theater 1000--- E( expected... kinda screwed up my mid term...)

solution... i came up with it because i know i cant study in sunway anymore... shud i say i am a failure?? i cant study... but... in future... without a degree... what is life?? should i continue with my psychology degree?? i mean it is really the thing that i want... b4 i came 2 adp .. i thought of becoming a lawyer/psychologist/ pilot... well... law is totally out... i am only left with piloting and psyco... i want to change college... mayb there are 2 many distractions in sunway... well... my next target is changing college... most probably inti... with billy... i need a new start... and i cant screw up this time...

about how things go... if i have the luck to post it up here... den good lar.... hopefully i have the chance... wish me luck...

sat... ill b going to thailand wid my family... arrgh... i dun wana go... kinda wayste time... i mean i'd rather chill with my friends den going there... summore... aiyo... sure my mum gonna have black face all D way... k larh... gd nite ppl

tagg... you R in....

Tagged by BabyNikki...

Layer One: On The Outside
Name: Chin Wai Xiang
Birth Date: 30th May 1988
Current status: Single..unwanted XD
Eye Colour: Dark brown
Hair Colour: black
Righty or Lefty: Righty


Layer Two: On The Inside
Your Fears: being ignored and feeling lonely
Your Weakness: lazy....
Your Perfect Pizza: pepperoni


Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your Thoughts First Waking Up: How to get out of D house....
Your Bedtime: 11.30pm... but... alwayz sms on bed till 2-3am...
Your Most Missed Memory: spitting pop corns off 1U wid my besties....

Layer Four: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald's or Burger King: McDs..Friez baby....
Single or Group Dates: hmm..both?
Adidas or Nike: both if they were free...
Tea or Nestea: Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate!
Cappucino or Coffee: i hate them...

Layer Five: Do You...
Smoke: kinda do... process of stopping
Curse: i do....
Take a shower: huh... who don't??
Have a crush: guess so....
Think you've been in love: of coz...
Go to school: ermh... i am in college...
Want to get married: most probably... unless i decide 2 b a monk...
Believe in yourself: Sumtimes
Think you're a health freak: not really


Layer Six: In The Past Month
Drank alcohol: Of Coz...
Been on stage: Yup... loads of times... have stage fright though...
Eaten sushi: Yup...
Dyed your hair: i wish i could...


Layer Seven: Have You Ever...
Played A Stripping Game: yea... during high school
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: nopz


Layer Eight: Age You're Hoping
To Be Married: one day..yes..
For a: miracle to make me study..n fer sum kind soul to get me tht ManU baby polo tee


Layer Nine: In a Girl (opposite sex)
Best Eye Colour: doesnt matter..
Best Hair Colour: natural..as long as its not sum weird color..
Short Hair or Long Hair: Long....

Layer Ten: What Were You Doing
1 Min Ago: talkin 2 Shereen, Nikki and smsing sunshine....
4.5 Hours Ago: smsing... quareling wid elle....
1 Month Ago: was in the centre... as usual every sat.....
1 Year Ago: should b in the centre....


Layer Eleven: Finish The Sentence
I Love: my friends... but i love some 1 in specific most...
I Feel: stupid, lonely, lazy, failure... and all negative point that you can think of
I Hate: being alone..
I Hide: depends on who... lolx... my emotions mayb??
I Miss: HER
I Need: M O N E Y ! !

Layer Twelve: Tag Five Peoples
1) Cheryl
2) Sunshine
3) Jennifer
4) Shereen
5) Y-O-U

officially off the list...

my results are out... and i am officially doomed... i am really not into the mood 2 blog... and.... the decision i am going to make tonight... will change everything.... regarding this info... ill b updating on it as soon as i made my mind....

bored...

sigh.... holidays and borednes... match 2 D max... b4 my sem end... i tot... yes!!! i am finally having my holidays... but now.. god... save me from being at home... i didnt have the mood 2 update my blog till today... while i am totally so bored...

how am i feeling??
1) lost
2) bored
3) useless/helpless
4) dumb/stupid/retard
5) commiting suicide??
6) going out
7) left out/pushed aside
8) love sick

the word emo really suits me lar... datz all i can say... and i am freakin lifeless... 12.20am on a monday...

her.... i dunno wat 2 do... and... what my fren told me is quite true lar mayb she is not ment for me... thats all i can say... she will still b a good fren of mine... as a sayin go... you let the person go does not mean you are a coward... but you are strong enough to let the person get what he/she wants... i have 2 agree with it larh...

tml... shi fu comin from taiwan... god... it will b another day of transporting... at least it keeps me occupied lar.. hell knows what time i gonna wake up tml... and den at 2... will b going 2 LCCI to pick the shi fu up...

i miss college... the people... the environment... here it goes..

cheryl lim,
i miss her... i spend most of my time in college with her... a very good friend... hopefully everything is going out fine with her life lar... and... i seriously hope 2 see her on my birthday....

billy,
my 7.30a.m. yum cha buddy in yellow shop 5 days a week... haha... nice guy... start to miss him ad... i cant wait 2 get back 2 college... and i seriously hope he will come over to adtp also next sem... i guess it will suit him also larh...

chee hoe,
same yum cha buddy... and movie buddy... just that... i just saw him few days ago... and gonna see him this friday again most probably... i dont miss him... hahaha..... blah cheese.... so whats gonna b the movie this friday??

shereen,
miss her... lol... eventhough just saw her few days ago... all i can say is wish she will b happy... and ill alwayz b ther 4 her...

datz my usual(special ppl) buddies in college.... people from my centre...

Sunshine,
1 of my besties from young... a very very very good friend... always b ther 4 me during my ups and downs... movin 2 aussie soon... and hopefully will at least see her b4 i leave to us next year....

Brenda,
aka my pet sis... i dunno what is wrong wid her... but she is just different from others... hopefully everything will turn out well with my cousin....

Noelle,
cute lil gurl... haha.... i love her room... i wish i had a room like what she has... lolx... all i have 2 say 2 her is... dun stress out, stay cute and stay healthy... and 1 more thing... my brother aint that sexy ok....

Jun Yi,
some fei lou... i hate him at times... cant keep his mouth shut... but still a good friend.... though sumtimes really fan sei yan...

Zhong Xian,
my cousin... and also my pet sis's bf... aiyo... dont get yourself into so much trouble lar... yer mum ad called me and asked me 2 talk 2 you guys ad... i really dunno what 2 do... ( i hope he reads this but i doubt it)

well... thats about it lar.... owh.. those ppl's names whom are not ther... dont take it personally... its just some random post of mine... passing my time... i hope ill b able 2 take a few pics tomorrow.... so... thats it for now... bb