bored...

sigh.... holidays and borednes... match 2 D max... b4 my sem end... i tot... yes!!! i am finally having my holidays... but now.. god... save me from being at home... i didnt have the mood 2 update my blog till today... while i am totally so bored...

how am i feeling??
1) lost
2) bored
3) useless/helpless
4) dumb/stupid/retard
5) commiting suicide??
6) going out
7) left out/pushed aside
8) love sick

the word emo really suits me lar... datz all i can say... and i am freakin lifeless... 12.20am on a monday...

her.... i dunno wat 2 do... and... what my fren told me is quite true lar mayb she is not ment for me... thats all i can say... she will still b a good fren of mine... as a sayin go... you let the person go does not mean you are a coward... but you are strong enough to let the person get what he/she wants... i have 2 agree with it larh...

tml... shi fu comin from taiwan... god... it will b another day of transporting... at least it keeps me occupied lar.. hell knows what time i gonna wake up tml... and den at 2... will b going 2 LCCI to pick the shi fu up...

i miss college... the people... the environment... here it goes..

cheryl lim,
i miss her... i spend most of my time in college with her... a very good friend... hopefully everything is going out fine with her life lar... and... i seriously hope 2 see her on my birthday....

billy,
my 7.30a.m. yum cha buddy in yellow shop 5 days a week... haha... nice guy... start to miss him ad... i cant wait 2 get back 2 college... and i seriously hope he will come over to adtp also next sem... i guess it will suit him also larh...

chee hoe,
same yum cha buddy... and movie buddy... just that... i just saw him few days ago... and gonna see him this friday again most probably... i dont miss him... hahaha..... blah cheese.... so whats gonna b the movie this friday??

shereen,
miss her... lol... eventhough just saw her few days ago... all i can say is wish she will b happy... and ill alwayz b ther 4 her...

datz my usual(special ppl) buddies in college.... people from my centre...

Sunshine,
1 of my besties from young... a very very very good friend... always b ther 4 me during my ups and downs... movin 2 aussie soon... and hopefully will at least see her b4 i leave to us next year....

Brenda,
aka my pet sis... i dunno what is wrong wid her... but she is just different from others... hopefully everything will turn out well with my cousin....

Noelle,
cute lil gurl... haha.... i love her room... i wish i had a room like what she has... lolx... all i have 2 say 2 her is... dun stress out, stay cute and stay healthy... and 1 more thing... my brother aint that sexy ok....

Jun Yi,
some fei lou... i hate him at times... cant keep his mouth shut... but still a good friend.... though sumtimes really fan sei yan...

Zhong Xian,
my cousin... and also my pet sis's bf... aiyo... dont get yourself into so much trouble lar... yer mum ad called me and asked me 2 talk 2 you guys ad... i really dunno what 2 do... ( i hope he reads this but i doubt it)

well... thats about it lar.... owh.. those ppl's names whom are not ther... dont take it personally... its just some random post of mine... passing my time... i hope ill b able 2 take a few pics tomorrow.... so... thats it for now... bb