things has changed but some how i still feel really unhappy. I managed to continue with my studies currently by able to pay my school fees. sadly 1 thing is i havent been to classes for about 3 weeks and i don't know whats going on in uni. the bad feeling i had before i came back to taiwan at m'sia that something will happen this semester and it did... a big problem and big changes in life here.
as i said before i really need some 1 to talk to here it self in taiwan. sigh.. found no 1, no 1 is trustable.. the only source of entertainment and thing to cheer me up is my computer and its games which are starting to bore me. god save me.. i would like to thank my dear sister of mine PE for cheering me up this few days while i am really really down.. and yea thanks for everything...
thats all for now =( bye
Monday, March 30, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
bad choice...
this semester i don't know wheter i did a good choice anot.. i didn't study.. i used the school fees money to invest in some business.. sigh.. extremely moody now.. some 1 save me
Sunday, March 8, 2009
rainy day
it has been raining here for few days .. starting to hate the weather here.. 20-26 degrees daily but wind is very strong which makes the weather here cold.. thats about the weather part.. last friday i went to the doctor and guess what, i am sick.. have problem with my back brain, liver, stomach, kidney, lungs and 胃... i hate eating medicine but what the heck.. i have to.. don't want to suffer that much.. and these few days suffering because of my nose.. nose blocked== sigh
realized something, somehow i am just affraid to face her.. i don't know why... it is just a feeling. a few possiblilities which are because of my housemate which actually spoilt my immage infront of her and/or 過渡的擔心和疼愛. no idea why.... she told me something recently which is 你太幼稚了== sigh.. am i that immatured?regarding this, a friend came to visit my place yesterday and she said that a guy which is going after her is so childish.. but her friend said he is not, but he only is when he is infront of you. this made me think is it because guys who are really really serious about a r/s and really care too much about the girl will actually let the girl think that this dude thinks that she is a kid and his actions are really childish? any 1 please enlighten me =(
today is monday and class is starting at 10am and its like 1.15am here .. i cant sleep.. thinking too much i guess.. i need my life back.. sigh.. really really do need it back.. well thats all..
realized something, somehow i am just affraid to face her.. i don't know why... it is just a feeling. a few possiblilities which are because of my housemate which actually spoilt my immage infront of her and/or 過渡的擔心和疼愛. no idea why.... she told me something recently which is 你太幼稚了== sigh.. am i that immatured?regarding this, a friend came to visit my place yesterday and she said that a guy which is going after her is so childish.. but her friend said he is not, but he only is when he is infront of you. this made me think is it because guys who are really really serious about a r/s and really care too much about the girl will actually let the girl think that this dude thinks that she is a kid and his actions are really childish? any 1 please enlighten me =(
today is monday and class is starting at 10am and its like 1.15am here .. i cant sleep.. thinking too much i guess.. i need my life back.. sigh.. really really do need it back.. well thats all..
Friday, March 6, 2009
我心中的美麗女人
had been listening to this 美麗女人this song for the past few days. some how it really let me think alot about my love life.. the whole song is just related to her...
no idea when only i can be over her.. but getting over her is not what i want.. starting a journey is what i want to have.. possible or impossible? lets see how things go =( had a good chat with her for the past few days seems like things have changed again.. hopefully to the better side but somehow i still feel there is a big gap between us.. no idea why.. a feeling is the gap is caused by my housemate.. sigh... cut these crap .. thanks pe and reen for cheering me up the other day love you all loads =)
today i bought a dog.. husky it is only going to reach my house next week 9 days time =) shall take picture of it and upload it as soon as possible =) take care people
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no idea when only i can be over her.. but getting over her is not what i want.. starting a journey is what i want to have.. possible or impossible? lets see how things go =( had a good chat with her for the past few days seems like things have changed again.. hopefully to the better side but somehow i still feel there is a big gap between us.. no idea why.. a feeling is the gap is caused by my housemate.. sigh... cut these crap .. thanks pe and reen for cheering me up the other day love you all loads =)
today i bought a dog.. husky it is only going to reach my house next week 9 days time =) shall take picture of it and upload it as soon as possible =) take care people
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Back in taiwan
I am back in taiwan finally =.= why am i saying this? because its like so god dam boring back in m'sia nothing to do.. and now i am back but loads of things have changed sigh...
done my selection of subjects, 25 credit hours this semester hopefully i will be able to cope well.. even though i came back to taiwan, but don't know why i feel so unhappy here and i am currently worried abt suria and that kiddo shereen mak.. wonder whats wrong with them... sigh.. hopefully they will be fine =)
done my selection of subjects, 25 credit hours this semester hopefully i will be able to cope well.. even though i came back to taiwan, but don't know why i feel so unhappy here and i am currently worried abt suria and that kiddo shereen mak.. wonder whats wrong with them... sigh.. hopefully they will be fine =)
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