frustrated

i am afraid. afraid that you wont talk to me anymore. afraid that everything will just end this way. i am so so so sorry. what can i say? explanation? everything i can say i have already said.... i don't want to lose you.. i don't want to...

i have 2 sleepless nights... almost awake for 60 hours... i am so so darn tired.. but i just cant stop my self thinking of you.... i am really sorry...

i am already fucking frustrated.. can you people stop bugging me with other problems? i am really really tired.. and i really really need a good night rest.. don't give me extra problems....

i saw your status.. i don't know what it is regarding.. but.. if its about me.. then i am quite sure that those words should be implemented to her.... sigh...

forgive me will you... i beg you...