一番話

對不起

說了一些話...

我知道了...
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失望...

想到了一些事情...

想到放風箏的感覺...

想到了put your self in others shoes 的感覺

想到了發生的事情...

想到了一些話...

可能是這樣吧...

我其實不想辛苦....

但是我愛的是你...

心情完全不好...

忍耐忍耐...
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sometimes life really suck.. kinda fed up with a lot of things. relationship, studies, and almost everything. one word in my mind.. what the fuck.... thoughts came to my mind and really feeling frustrated... what should i do? sigh disappointments always happen... thinking do i deserve this... i really don't know do i actually deserve this... its a bad feeling... few days ago i went prawn fishing with my classmates and found out that being a kite is not nice at all.. letting go the string and pulling it back.. i know you have lots of doubt in your mind.. i have doubts in my mind too.. i really hope things can be sorted out and what i want is a real relationship.. i don't know.. recently i felt a lot of disappointing stuff. things are done and all but i don't get some decent replies. instead i am getting some bad comments. those words really hurt...

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炮友和女友

是有差別...

女朋友是一個長久的感情...

炮友是黨需要的時候才來一次...

讓我很失望，你的想法改變了那麽多...

我很肯定自己要的是一個愛我的女人和我愛的女人...

我不想要一個炮友...