對不起

這次...完全是我的問題...
對...今天是平安夜...
但是我讓你自己一個人在宿舍...
這個是我的錯...
對不起...
一切都是我的錯...

我真的好疑惑...回到家...想了想... 埃...都過去了... 那一刻好想你在我身邊...
但是同一刻想到了你和我說的話... 就把自己拉回來了...
好多話... 心好痛...
想起... 好不開心...
探索自己...

好討厭...
怎麽我把這一切
怎麽我把這段感情都毀了！
我好恨我自己


some how i really hate my life...
the piece of paper i wrote...
it was everything i want to say...
it ended up in the garbage bin...
i love a girl...
which denies about a relationship...
i lost my directions...

I love you..
with all my heart...
somehow those words really did hurt me...
but most sweetness remain in my memory..

Dear...
I am so sorry... I didnt ment to hurt you...
Living you alone during Christmas eve..
ill make things up...
I promise..
My promise will mean something from now onwards...

My words may be lies during the past..
today i realize what i need to do..
2 problems.. 2 solutions..
2 matters... should be looked differently..
I will be able to make it..
Trust me for the last time..