Tuesday, March 20, 2007

shitted day...

was emoing as usual... sigh... 2day... got a couple sorta teman me... or shud i say i teman them... hmm... every thing seems well in them... hopefully it will remain lar... i realized sumthing bout me... tat is not a problem... but i made it a problem... and became emo... cant help it though... sigh... anywayz... hopefully ill cut out of it soon lar....

when i found out nothing is wrong with my mum ad.. i was like... fuck this lar... den the sudden thoughts of that emo thing came 2 me... started emoin... den went look for don.. fetched him after his class... went ac... waysted 15-20 mins lookin for a god damn parking... and don was being a sohai... each time i changed gear... he was making that turbo sound.. though i wish it was in my car... we went the cyber cafe... and started off by playin o2jam... fuck... nikki is damn good... haha... eih... mun... you got a challenger D... lolx... den... don was bored... soon i was bored... den we ended up ditching nikki( i promissed her to play o2jam wid her) and... we lost that dota game.... after dat... started my dam fav... smokin all the way... till... ermh... sum 1 sounds kinda pissed larh.... after dat... fetched nikki home... but b4 that... ended up she belanja me drink some beer... and it tasted like .... ARRGH... sucky... beer these days... really bad... even ciggys....

coming 2 think about it... am i lonely??? i dont think i am.... but she says i am... lackin of a person.. whom i can talk with... but... i really can talk well with my friends... and there are few i really share my things with... but den... she told me... a person which i love... and i really trust her... again... yea... mayb thats the solution... hahaz... who will want a emo dude like me??? wonderz....

dedications...
nikki, good luck for yer accounts test... and thanks for the beer...
cheryl, thanks for caring....
cindle, happy bday... hope 2 see you soon...
billy, nice havin a fren like you...
don,(forever mentally challenged) well... good 2 have a fren like you... and hopefully you will come back to adp...

thats all i guess... sigh... emoness has been in my dictionary ever since 2 years ago... hopefully it will change soon

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