another day...

why am i pissed at every single thing?? starting from the simplest thing?? i have a feeling that every single thing is going against my way and it really sux.. today... semangat wana go SJMC visit a friend of mine.. but den.. had 2 ffk my sis because my mum spoilt the plan by comin home late... i ate my lunch at 4.30pm.. great... after that... i had to fetch a bloody fella 2 his stupid singing class which was canceled ... i mean why cant he grow up?? i fetch him because i am his brother.. NOT HIS BLOODY SLAVE... god damn it... he expect me to be there ON THE DOT... and not even a min late... while he was takin his own sweet time preparing for his things... and SHIT... HE BORROWED MY GUITAR... AND.. JUST LIKE A VANDALISM KING TRYIN 2 BREAK IT APART... that guitar has been following me for 7 years.. and it has loads of memories... when he is not happy.... he just throw the guitar... wth... GROW UP LA... asked him 2 go take his undang.. so beginning of next year he could drive... he said.. DONT WANT.. I DONT WANA BE A DRIVER.. WALAU... HE IS EXPECTING ME 2 FETCH HIM EVERY WHERE HE WANTS... WTH... he just spoilt my mood for the whole week....

at nite.. went 2 the buddhist lodge.. bcoz have 2 chant for a friend of mine as her family members went missing in the incident at pulau tioman... didn't want to go.. as was too tired.. and really moodless.. but i dragged my lazy ass there because am afraid of being nagged by my mum.. after the chanting.. my sis asked me 2 go for a movie tomorrow.. and guess wat... when she went down from the buddhist lodge... she told me she was joking... how nice... that just made my day again...

well.. the 1st thing today which actually spoilt my day was because was suppose 2 go get my passport done 2day morning.. i woke up early at like 8++ as supposing to go out that time... my brother told me my mum postponed it to tomorrow... sigh.. means.. i cant go out tomorrow!!! the day b4... which was on sunday... my friend called me for a gathering at his place... and it was actually suppose 2 be today or tomorrow.. and i agreed... i cant go because of the chanting sessions but i dont care less because my friend is seriously in need of help..

i had a good sunday and a good monday morning... and after that till this moment.. i have a screwed up life and seriously wanting just to go some where and do things that i want... i dont wish it to be long... maybe a week will do... but that will never happen.. i am still living under my mum's roof.. and i have to follow and do what ever she wants me to do even though i dont feel like doing it...

AHH... i feel much better... going off to bed now... chiaoz...