bored...

didnt have the time 2 update on friday.. so am doin it now.. friday... kena ffked... dulan la.. spent the day day dreaming... and playin bball with the wall... den terpaksa went to subang.. and get things done... therz this dude that i met on friday...no idea who he was... he asked me... wheter i wana shave my hair again... hmm... shud i?? anywayz.. friday... god dam it.. my brother and his gf... wth la... no eye see... really ... swt 99
dear suria... thanks 2 what you did for me .... really appreciated it.. but.. i mite have pissed you off or something.. i am sorry.. bcoz i don't even know who am i anymore.. datz why i cant explain 2 you how i feel.. really sorry..

today... sat... woke up.. at 7... was dam pissed at everything.. i decided to go release my stress by playin ball... in the end.. i broke the ring ... no idea how... just by shooting.. the ring broke.. and god dam it.. even the machine don't like me.. it ate my money when i was buyin 100+.. came home at about 12... stuffed my self with food... and i almost threw up.. aih... its happening again... no idea why... best solution.. i shudnt b alone and i shud find things to do... each time alone... or shud i say... when i have time.. i will start thinking again..

life just really stinks larh.. now i am talking 2 my pc... i dunno how 2 tell things to... anywayz here it goes... i made some 1 angry the other day.. i know i did... but i just cant control.. bcoz i was seriously dam pissed at her action... after coolin down.. i feel so stupid once again.. and.. things added up when reen ffk me.. i said sorry 2 her.. 2 times.. and she was so fed up talkin 2 me.. she just said she forgive me.. and didnt bother to talk much 2 me for 2 days ad.. last time we could talk from day till nite.. now... wana talk.. she also like angry me or something.. yea i may sound like a bloody kid or sumthing.. but thats what i feel... since i cant tell people how i feel.. i will just tell it to my pc... i really hope she will forgive me from her heart... and we can talk like last time... if cant... i will just be here...


what am i talkin about?? AHHH... GOIN CRAZY... bye...