why do i feel so far apart from her when we are actually so close? i didn't treat her good enough? or i am being too nice to her? i really don't know... at times it just seems like its possible and at times it seems that theres like a 0% chance... i really don't know.. ow god... help me... i really do... i really do love her from the bottom of my heart... which part of me seems telling a lie?? i wish i could bare not talking to you for days... but i just cant... everyday i hope i get to see you.. but its impossible... and now... some how i feel you are avoiding me.. well.. if you feel me disturbing you.. just tell me... i will get out of your life.. and you will feel beta ...
today woke up late but was still early to work... met andrew.. good to know he is doing in freelance property line... and i met yap poh ling... the bitch since highschool... i cant forget her lansi face... she works at the same place as me.. but luckily she works at the ground floor... work in robinsons is getting from bad to worst... i mean its freakin boring... i hate standing there doing nothing .. came home early also today.. its like 7pm and i am home... should i say.. i am freaking lazy and feeling very boring...
i am giving up in my life.. losing the confidence that i use to have.. losing everything that i use to have.. and i really pray hard that i will lose the life that i have now... or should i say... just being emo about every single thing in my life till the point of not living has came?? hopefully there is like something cool in my life that can really cheer me up soon enough...
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