monday...

its the beginning of another week.. and... its so dam boring.. went back to work today and... because of the 4 days break... i am not used to standing for this long time... my leg hurts... went for lunch with my colleagues.. i ditched them 1/2 way and lied to them that i am going to collect my pay check... sorry ppl... i actually went and see her..

i really don't understand why.. and what made her angry... her face was all black.. and didn't want to say a word.. all she know is showing me her black face and not explaining anything... i really don't understand... yesterday she was angry at me about her hard disc.. because i took it from her 2 weeks ago and i promised it to get back to her in 1 week IF my cousins are not using the computer.. and true enough.. she was angry of me like hell.. keep scolding me.. yea.. i know i am wrong... and i am really sorry... and what i said to you yesterday nite... am really sorry about that.. i was so angry till the volcano exploded on my head...

its 10pm now.. kinda tired... and really dam angry with everything... my self.. my life... and the thing i am really emo about is.... things that i cant get... AND REEN... I KNOW WHAT I WANT... LOL...