hey people... i am in taiwan now... studying... not really good in the sence of being unhappy... i don't want to have the same sickness i have a year ago.. the feeling of being sad, emo, 24/7 really sux... the main reason... there is this so called friend of mine... that i have been treating him as my heng dai.. here it goes...
in m'sia he can treat me very good, every problem is being talked about and being solved.. he would help me in everything... but now.. in taiwan, everything is upside down. i am being used , sold, and even treated like a waterfish.. and even worst, currently sick and not getting any care by any 1.. whats the difference of having a friend like that?i really sick of all this... he really is the king of manipulation... i dunno what i owe him or what.. that i deserve all this treatment.. it is like those other 2 face shit which says that how much he/she care for you and in the end you get treatments like this. besides that, i tot my mum was already very bad restricting me from doing this and that, but in the end, i suffer more here, believe that? a friend could control you more than your parents!
thats the 1st problem. the 2nd problem is this friend of mine, a taiwanese.. i didnt know she knew him so well.. and fuck this shit.. i really mean fuck this... i tot of having a good friend that i could talk to since this is not m'sia and i have problems with him, in the end.. all the things that i spoke to her about, came to his notice.... i don't know what i did to her and what i owe her also... lol.. she told me b4.. 你太轻易相信别人... haha i totally agree with it... life here leaves me no memories.. i want to leave this place for good.. and don't have to accomodate with this problems.. praying hard.. time would pass fast... i want to move out...
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