okay.. exams are finally over... what comes next? partying all the way till i broke my promise.. arrgh.. went to a few places which almost freeze me to death.. weather here is getting colder and colder day by day.. and now at 11.01 am it is about 13 degrees .. immagine at night.. not complaining what ever coz its not a country with winter but.. its just COLD!!!... despite hating feeling warm, i hate feeling cold.. okay enough about the weather...
my mood... feeling kinda depressed this few days and all i want to scould is fuck or something that can actually release my anger and my moodiness in my heart... i am in taiwan but who could undertand what ever i really want to say? taiwanese? fuck them... blardy 2 face biaatch.... cant really accept the fact that they are actually like that... regarding my problem with my heng dai.. sigh.. so much dissapointments but nothing can be done.. all i can say is continue to bare with it and hoping for changes in his attitude and changes in our house... well it is actually slightly better this few days in the clenniness.
i have no idea what she wants.. she worries me day by day.. love is love.. if you love some one just open your heart and love that person, why is there so many other factors to think about? i am feeling very weird about this as i am those kind of people that when i fall inlove with some one i will just love the person with a fully 100% .. accepting their disadvantages as their advantages. well.. practically just love the person for who they are... and also because of this i feel that i am being hurt because of having different thoughts than others...
只能说我爱你，你爱我吗？
只能说我会照顾你，你愿意给我照顾吗？
只能说我们都有付出，我们的付出值得吗？
在我脑里出现了这几个问号，好想解开，不想再想下去。。。
彦奇，对不起和真的谢谢你，你对我的一切，让我长大很多。。大哥！我真的服了你！
我不知道你又和他说了什么让道我们那晚又再一次的吵架。你也该知道喝了酒后的人是什么的态度。你一次次的给我失望，我不知道要怎么样和你解释和让你，原谅你。。只能说对你很失望！
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