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being funny and all does not mean you are all smart =) know what i mean? I am surely not a person good in talking, and thats for sure. love me for who i am and hate me for who i am too. till today i am still quite sure i give good advices and am a good listener. as long as you dont get issues to annoy me like you did.! Hate little secrets that keeps every thing in the world so not peaceful. wonder when could i leave this place and live in a place without secrets? yes i do hate lies though i tell them from time to time. some lies are good as they are white lies, it does not hurt any 1 even if the person knew the truth. hopefully you will learn how to tell the truth some day.

Am going for a quite unpleasent trip today as the person i dated don't really want to go. but she will be going. What's the outcome? i dont know.. not hoping for a better life but just hoping for a good day.

Again and again you broke my heart, telling me things that you dont want to do in the last minuite, prefered to be rejected at the first place than being given a hope going out with you. Hate it. The feelings i have for you has never changed, oh wait yes it has change, changing for the better. i have no idea what i do or what i had done wrong making you think this way about me. praying hard for a better day. waking up today seeing you by my bedside made me happy, the smile you had when you are asleep is just sweet.

我需要一個健康的身體！！需要一個很能了解我的人在我身邊，很希望你能接給我你的耳朵，聼聼我的心裏話。在和我說聲嗯。