random post..

i suddenly felt like blogging... so... here it is... some dam random post... its sumthing about what has been going in the whole world... and adults whom are parents are 100% gonna agree with this... well.. i 100% disagree... parents knows best... to me its a bull shit.. they are not us... they dont know us 100% correct... so stop acting like you know us 100%... yes i believe that parents know us quite well but yea... most of their god dam advices are really too kolot to even exist in the 21st centuary... PS: its ad 2007... almost 2008... we have electric and we are no longer using candles... stop comparing yer days that you all were having to what we are having now... brainz plz... times change!!! maybe parents should CLICK with the latest world...

a good example of mine... my mum KEEPS my dam computer away from me bcoz i always use my pc?? keep askin us to go out and play... god... parents are the 1 whom restrict us to go out bcoz there are too many bastards out ther either rape the female or rob the rest... god... they want us to stay put... i mean... who can stay home 24/7 with just books and nothing else?? aduh... come on la... even parents them selves cant do that lar... always askin us to think in their shoes... THEY them selves shud think in our shoes first... yea yea... when a person fails his exam... to them... you never study... never pay attention in class... always go out... play computer... god... do they even like ask or check things out first?? always making assumptions... GET A LIFE....

tats a small party of it... well i wonder any 1 else out ther has the same experience as me... to my mum.... whn i use the computer... even if i am doing my assignments... = playing of games.. omg... how kolot can that be?? i was so god dam pissed that i actually said... y not you just sell off the computers or even just blow them up?? i mean... they are not being realistic larh... i am really dam fed up... no doubt without our parents we are no where... we still live under their roof... i seriously cant wait to move out of my house...

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forget the above... its just some dam random stuff... bitching bout my life... arrgh... emoness has once struk me dam hard this time... what is it??

1) life
2) life
3) life

practically emoin bout my life... i live in a family which is full of prejudice aih... i mean seriously... how i wish i was an only child at times... or... i could even have a more understanding siblings... and i seriously wished i had a sister.... i mean i always wanted either a older or a younger sis... preferably a older 1... lolx... so i can actually tell her my problem.. and see what advice she can give me.. whats up with the mind of my family members or i am the problematic 1 in the family?? i have no idea... i mean its like i am an outsider at home... feels stupid at most times and they could actually laugh at the lamest jokes... how i wish... time would be on my hands... and i could chose when i want the time to be there... hah... i bet every 1 agrees to this...

i am really caught up with the packs... and sticks... god.. its like turning from bad to worst... even worst when i start emoing... haih... my allowance is limited and i spent like almost 40 bucks last week buying packs... i need to stop... but... somehow... that brought me to my own world ... stone... i could ignore everything... but that does not make me high or anythin... so its bull shit if ppl say that could relieve stress.... but it does allow you to tag along with others...

i suddenly thought of making a resolution...
1) move out of my house asap...
- either stayin in sunway hostel or a house near there
- or mayb moving to inti nilai after this sem
- score well and go overseas ASAP
2) get a girlfriend
- i mean i really need some 1 to talk to at times... but i hardly find any 1
- lost those feelings since what happened 2 years ago...
3) change my attitude
- i am just a lazy bum to do most stuff... but at least i do my assignments...
- stop skipping my classes...

well thats what i could think of for now... haih... hopefully i will be able to success at least 2 and 3... and i extremely hope the 1st 1 could be achieved.. but it is quite hard lar... i asked b4 a year ago... and i am still staying at home...


thats all i guess.... i wont be online for sometime as my dam brothers is gonna start their school tomorrow... as usual... my dam computers in my dam house will be locked up... and the worst part is... all my assignments must be finished in college if i need the computer...

well i need a advice from you readers... shud i drop my LAN this sem?? currently taking general psyco and computer science... plz sms me or leave a message... i really need to know... tats all... chiaoz