first of all.. i broke my promise of updating everyday .. in the end i didnt do it.. recently i had a motor accident.. and good thing i am still alive.. and to you guys, i am fine, do not worry!! i will be back in m'sia in a month time.. cant wait! i will try to get some pictures of my injuries and put it up later on.. as i dont have them here.
對你的失望，我在馬來西亞認識的你不是這樣，一天天給我見到的只是你要利用我。我真是個傻瓜心肝情願給你利用。我受夠了... 我決定要搬出去住，希望我能在臺灣的生活高興一點，能有自己的空間。我來到這裡現在是完全的失望沒有一點是讓我能給自己的理由留下。只能和自己說再給自己一次機會。我很高興能看出你的爲人，我記得你和我說過朋友是互相利用...原來如此，我的代價很大不過是值得的。到底誰是朋友誰是在利用我，我也要認真去學習。很希望接下來在臺灣的日子會很快樂的過...
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Saturday, November 29, 2008
long weekend..
okay.. exams are finally over... what comes next? partying all the way till i broke my promise.. arrgh.. went to a few places which almost freeze me to death.. weather here is getting colder and colder day by day.. and now at 11.01 am it is about 13 degrees .. immagine at night.. not complaining what ever coz its not a country with winter but.. its just COLD!!!... despite hating feeling warm, i hate feeling cold.. okay enough about the weather...
my mood... feeling kinda depressed this few days and all i want to scould is fuck or something that can actually release my anger and my moodiness in my heart... i am in taiwan but who could undertand what ever i really want to say? taiwanese? fuck them... blardy 2 face biaatch.... cant really accept the fact that they are actually like that... regarding my problem with my heng dai.. sigh.. so much dissapointments but nothing can be done.. all i can say is continue to bare with it and hoping for changes in his attitude and changes in our house... well it is actually slightly better this few days in the clenniness.
i have no idea what she wants.. she worries me day by day.. love is love.. if you love some one just open your heart and love that person, why is there so many other factors to think about? i am feeling very weird about this as i am those kind of people that when i fall inlove with some one i will just love the person with a fully 100% .. accepting their disadvantages as their advantages. well.. practically just love the person for who they are... and also because of this i feel that i am being hurt because of having different thoughts than others...
只能说我爱你，你爱我吗？
只能说我会照顾你，你愿意给我照顾吗？
只能说我们都有付出，我们的付出值得吗？
在我脑里出现了这几个问号，好想解开，不想再想下去。。。
彦奇，对不起和真的谢谢你，你对我的一切，让我长大很多。。大哥！我真的服了你！
我不知道你又和他说了什么让道我们那晚又再一次的吵架。你也该知道喝了酒后的人是什么的态度。你一次次的给我失望，我不知道要怎么样和你解释和让你，原谅你。。只能说对你很失望！
my mood... feeling kinda depressed this few days and all i want to scould is fuck or something that can actually release my anger and my moodiness in my heart... i am in taiwan but who could undertand what ever i really want to say? taiwanese? fuck them... blardy 2 face biaatch.... cant really accept the fact that they are actually like that... regarding my problem with my heng dai.. sigh.. so much dissapointments but nothing can be done.. all i can say is continue to bare with it and hoping for changes in his attitude and changes in our house... well it is actually slightly better this few days in the clenniness.
i have no idea what she wants.. she worries me day by day.. love is love.. if you love some one just open your heart and love that person, why is there so many other factors to think about? i am feeling very weird about this as i am those kind of people that when i fall inlove with some one i will just love the person with a fully 100% .. accepting their disadvantages as their advantages. well.. practically just love the person for who they are... and also because of this i feel that i am being hurt because of having different thoughts than others...
只能说我爱你，你爱我吗？
只能说我会照顾你，你愿意给我照顾吗？
只能说我们都有付出，我们的付出值得吗？
在我脑里出现了这几个问号，好想解开，不想再想下去。。。
彦奇，对不起和真的谢谢你，你对我的一切，让我长大很多。。大哥！我真的服了你！
我不知道你又和他说了什么让道我们那晚又再一次的吵架。你也该知道喝了酒后的人是什么的态度。你一次次的给我失望，我不知道要怎么样和你解释和让你，原谅你。。只能说对你很失望！
Sunday, November 9, 2008
exams..
exams week ... aikz.. worried sial.. i cant write mandrin for nuts... i can type in mandrin, speak, but not write!!! omg... how lar... stress giler... worst part its even in traditional chinese ... well wish me luck =)
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Home Alone..
yesterday was a night which i was home alone.. without food.. was really so god dam hungry that i could think of any 1 that i can call for help, i called. they went out without even telling me and i don't even know 2 fucks whats going on. the day b4 we talked about things and somehow we came to a agreement but what happened yesterday was totally not what we had agreed. they were being treated as hero's and leaving me at home starving. 5.30pm they went out and didnt say where they were going and all. 6pm i was fkin hungry and could eat anything.. called them up, asked them where they are, all they did was, i will be back about 9++10pm. OMFG ... i was so dam hungry and all they asked was that.. well they did ask wheter need to tabao anot.. but wtf.. 4 hours starving ... if i was the 1.. and you all call me as your brother ... i would go back straight and bring you out or simply just bungkus back for you and continue with the activity. but they didnt give 2 fucks..
my feeling now is like they are being treated as hero's and the fuck part is i dunno what the fuck they told those girls made them giving me a funny type of face + weird type of expression while talking to me... what the fuck is going on? can some 1 tell me? i tot everything was being talked about but now? i am going crazy!!!
my feeling now is like they are being treated as hero's and the fuck part is i dunno what the fuck they told those girls made them giving me a funny type of face + weird type of expression while talking to me... what the fuck is going on? can some 1 tell me? i tot everything was being talked about but now? i am going crazy!!!
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Thank you Friends
i am so touched.. i was sick for the past week.. having fever and flu.. didnt manage to see the doctor because of class clashes and didnt manage to get a transport there. my so call heng dai... didn't even offer me to bring me to see the doctor. all he said was, if you go and see the doc with us and you couldn't get a mc, you might be failed by the teacher. because of that i didnt go with them. in the end he manipulated his words saying that he never said that and persuaded me to the doctor with them. so what is it? this is how friends or his so called heng dai?
ok the thing that really touched me was this bunch of friend which is being hated so much by them actually turned out to treat me better then them.. i have no idea how they know i am sick but, 10.45pm b4 i go to bed, they arrived at my house. 4 of them.. they bought food and medicine for me and wanted to make sure i eat the medicine b4 they leave. i am so touched. friends that i don't even know well, and known each other less than 2 months actually treat me better than 2 friends that i have known for years?
i must actually regrade this r/s with them, and actually think about this...
ok the thing that really touched me was this bunch of friend which is being hated so much by them actually turned out to treat me better then them.. i have no idea how they know i am sick but, 10.45pm b4 i go to bed, they arrived at my house. 4 of them.. they bought food and medicine for me and wanted to make sure i eat the medicine b4 they leave. i am so touched. friends that i don't even know well, and known each other less than 2 months actually treat me better than 2 friends that i have known for years?
i must actually regrade this r/s with them, and actually think about this...
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Finally blogging again...
hey people... i am in taiwan now... studying... not really good in the sence of being unhappy... i don't want to have the same sickness i have a year ago.. the feeling of being sad, emo, 24/7 really sux... the main reason... there is this so called friend of mine... that i have been treating him as my heng dai.. here it goes...
in m'sia he can treat me very good, every problem is being talked about and being solved.. he would help me in everything... but now.. in taiwan, everything is upside down. i am being used , sold, and even treated like a waterfish.. and even worst, currently sick and not getting any care by any 1.. whats the difference of having a friend like that?i really sick of all this... he really is the king of manipulation... i dunno what i owe him or what.. that i deserve all this treatment.. it is like those other 2 face shit which says that how much he/she care for you and in the end you get treatments like this. besides that, i tot my mum was already very bad restricting me from doing this and that, but in the end, i suffer more here, believe that? a friend could control you more than your parents!
thats the 1st problem. the 2nd problem is this friend of mine, a taiwanese.. i didnt know she knew him so well.. and fuck this shit.. i really mean fuck this... i tot of having a good friend that i could talk to since this is not m'sia and i have problems with him, in the end.. all the things that i spoke to her about, came to his notice.... i don't know what i did to her and what i owe her also... lol.. she told me b4.. 你太轻易相信别人... haha i totally agree with it... life here leaves me no memories.. i want to leave this place for good.. and don't have to accomodate with this problems.. praying hard.. time would pass fast... i want to move out...
in m'sia he can treat me very good, every problem is being talked about and being solved.. he would help me in everything... but now.. in taiwan, everything is upside down. i am being used , sold, and even treated like a waterfish.. and even worst, currently sick and not getting any care by any 1.. whats the difference of having a friend like that?i really sick of all this... he really is the king of manipulation... i dunno what i owe him or what.. that i deserve all this treatment.. it is like those other 2 face shit which says that how much he/she care for you and in the end you get treatments like this. besides that, i tot my mum was already very bad restricting me from doing this and that, but in the end, i suffer more here, believe that? a friend could control you more than your parents!
thats the 1st problem. the 2nd problem is this friend of mine, a taiwanese.. i didnt know she knew him so well.. and fuck this shit.. i really mean fuck this... i tot of having a good friend that i could talk to since this is not m'sia and i have problems with him, in the end.. all the things that i spoke to her about, came to his notice.... i don't know what i did to her and what i owe her also... lol.. she told me b4.. 你太轻易相信别人... haha i totally agree with it... life here leaves me no memories.. i want to leave this place for good.. and don't have to accomodate with this problems.. praying hard.. time would pass fast... i want to move out...
Thursday, July 10, 2008
His blog is so bloody dead.
I just cant resist reviving it, LOL*
Well the blogger himself is more than fine
Since HE already got HER to shower him with loads of love.
Yea he is soooo occupied, leaving me to do my unpaid job.
Rawr! And he is busy dota-ing now.
That explaines why Im here,
because Im waiting for him to play with ME!!
Anyways will update more later. Buh byes
Reen
I just cant resist reviving it, LOL*
Well the blogger himself is more than fine
Since HE already got HER to shower him with loads of love.
Yea he is soooo occupied, leaving me to do my unpaid job.
Rawr! And he is busy dota-ing now.
That explaines why Im here,
because Im waiting for him to play with ME!!
Anyways will update more later. Buh byes
Reen
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Futsal,Langkawi Trip..
since some people are complaining abt me blogging in mandrin and they couldn't understand or they needed subs.. so i am doing it in english for this post..
friday morning was awakened by a scream by my mum and i had to fetch her to the china doctor to get her massage. while waiting i had the opportunity to do so.. b4 reaching home.. my phone rang and the ffk woman called me to YC... gosh.. i was so sleepy... at 11.30 cheese was suppose 2 come here and have lunch with me and den movie... in the end.. he was busy entertaining his gf and i cooked my self indo mee for lunch.. went sing K wid reen and her bf, keegan god that dude could sing... and i feel so paiseh.. those songs are like so not suitable for me... listening to a song that brought back some of my memories were really frustrating and making me all emo...
after singing k we went ac for a while.. den proceeded to futsal.. ahh.. i cant play for nuts any more.. =( and my leg hurts even its like monday today...
cheese's birthday is comin up.. and same goes to mine.. last year we had it at bkt beruntung .. though it was little people but kinda fun.. this year we thought of going to langkawi.. so who ever wants to go.. please let me know =) you all are invited..
today is wesakday and its also my birthday in the chinese calender.. its 1.15am.. and i have to go to the lodge at 8am.. good nite..
friday morning was awakened by a scream by my mum and i had to fetch her to the china doctor to get her massage. while waiting i had the opportunity to do so.. b4 reaching home.. my phone rang and the ffk woman called me to YC... gosh.. i was so sleepy... at 11.30 cheese was suppose 2 come here and have lunch with me and den movie... in the end.. he was busy entertaining his gf and i cooked my self indo mee for lunch.. went sing K wid reen and her bf, keegan god that dude could sing... and i feel so paiseh.. those songs are like so not suitable for me... listening to a song that brought back some of my memories were really frustrating and making me all emo...
after singing k we went ac for a while.. den proceeded to futsal.. ahh.. i cant play for nuts any more.. =( and my leg hurts even its like monday today...
cheese's birthday is comin up.. and same goes to mine.. last year we had it at bkt beruntung .. though it was little people but kinda fun.. this year we thought of going to langkawi.. so who ever wants to go.. please let me know =) you all are invited..
today is wesakday and its also my birthday in the chinese calender.. its 1.15am.. and i have to go to the lodge at 8am.. good nite..
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
拥有，机会，想法
没拥有过一样东西，人 不能代表什么。。 给了一次机会才能判断一切。。想法当然很重要如果说不能，成功的机会就减少了。。尝试过了的东西才能知道。如果你没拥有过那样东西，你可能很希望拥有它，但拥有过了，可能你不想要了，不过至少拥有过，体验过。。
今天见到了你让我觉得你和他到底是什么会事他的人格还好不过你们好像很表面。不知是不是你是还没了解他或是连他都还没了解你。。我们俩都觉得很奇怪。。。站在朋友的立场，我觉得你真的应该多点了解对方。。
很坦诚地告诉你，我很想拖着你的手和你说：我爱你，但目前的看法应该只是能守护着你。。
今天见到了你让我觉得你和他到底是什么会事他的人格还好不过你们好像很表面。不知是不是你是还没了解他或是连他都还没了解你。。我们俩都觉得很奇怪。。。站在朋友的立场，我觉得你真的应该多点了解对方。。
很坦诚地告诉你，我很想拖着你的手和你说：我爱你，但目前的看法应该只是能守护着你。。
Sunday, May 11, 2008
快乐，朋友
快乐是怎么得来的？
最近我读了几本书对人生快乐的寻找是差不多每个人都在做，我也不例外。
人越追求快乐就越得不到。当我知道了后想起以前的我竟然每天都在寻找。。。
一个人是否快乐是看自己如何对待自己，自然而然就会得到快乐
当时的我，希望得到快乐什么都做得到。想起来有些恐怖。。 就借这次的机会和你们说声对不起。。
当日无知的我可说只是想寻找自己的快乐而负列了许多人家人，朋友。。
知道了以后，现在对朋友的我会渐渐的改变。希望你们能原谅我。
有几位朋友是我真的要谢谢他们的。。
炜杰，我的好兄弟教会了我很多人生道理和帮助我。。
佩汝，我最要好的朋友，和他分享了许多我的困难她也帮了我很多。。谢谢
她，教会了我真么去防备一个人。。别太信任一个人，有些人知会为了利益而靠近你。。
i reflected alot on my self and the life i am having recently.. didnt know how to express my self in english so i did it in mandrin. updating a few things which are happening recently..
just met up with my high school friends zw and kt few days ago.. missed those good old days in my class... things will just remain as memories and hopefully we will keep in touch.. regarding my trip to taiwan for my further education, i cant apply my visa yet as it only can be issued 3 months before the date of departure.. my estimated date of departure to taiwan will be 1st of september 2008. about the condition of my depression.. its getting better and gaining back confidence in my self and in my life...
well thats all i guess..
最近我读了几本书对人生快乐的寻找是差不多每个人都在做，我也不例外。
人越追求快乐就越得不到。当我知道了后想起以前的我竟然每天都在寻找。。。
一个人是否快乐是看自己如何对待自己，自然而然就会得到快乐
当时的我，希望得到快乐什么都做得到。想起来有些恐怖。。 就借这次的机会和你们说声对不起。。
当日无知的我可说只是想寻找自己的快乐而负列了许多人家人，朋友。。
知道了以后，现在对朋友的我会渐渐的改变。希望你们能原谅我。
有几位朋友是我真的要谢谢他们的。。
炜杰，我的好兄弟教会了我很多人生道理和帮助我。。
佩汝，我最要好的朋友，和他分享了许多我的困难她也帮了我很多。。谢谢
她，教会了我真么去防备一个人。。别太信任一个人，有些人知会为了利益而靠近你。。
i reflected alot on my self and the life i am having recently.. didnt know how to express my self in english so i did it in mandrin. updating a few things which are happening recently..
just met up with my high school friends zw and kt few days ago.. missed those good old days in my class... things will just remain as memories and hopefully we will keep in touch.. regarding my trip to taiwan for my further education, i cant apply my visa yet as it only can be issued 3 months before the date of departure.. my estimated date of departure to taiwan will be 1st of september 2008. about the condition of my depression.. its getting better and gaining back confidence in my self and in my life...
well thats all i guess..
Saturday, May 10, 2008
后悔
人生中有许多做了令人后悔的事或是没做到而后悔的。
爱情
在我的情况下，对她说我爱你我都没有那个勇气。
记得当日，有一个人对我唱了勇气这首歌，令我感触很深。
我记得有人对我说过爱一个人不一定要拥有她只要她得到他要的快乐，以满足了。
今日的我，却后悔当日没有那个勇气对她说我爱你。
学业
认真地想我到底有没有认真地去读书？没有。。。
确实是很后悔，今年20岁了看见朋友一个一个的毕业了我还在地上镇杂!
虽说我一要到台湾去留学，但我到底是不是要读这一方面的书？
生死学适合我读吗？最近我却发现我尽然对政治赶上了兴趣。
我不能再回头了，这次的决定不需错。
人生
浪费了我的人生。。没好好的利用
我的知识到底在那个水平？如今发现了自己得了优异疹
因为我的童年过得真的每意义。。。 治疗的过程好辛苦，
当要放去人生时，竟然又有新的希望。。人也说过希望越大失望越大！！
爱情
在我的情况下，对她说我爱你我都没有那个勇气。
记得当日，有一个人对我唱了勇气这首歌，令我感触很深。
我记得有人对我说过爱一个人不一定要拥有她只要她得到他要的快乐，以满足了。
今日的我，却后悔当日没有那个勇气对她说我爱你。
学业
认真地想我到底有没有认真地去读书？没有。。。
确实是很后悔，今年20岁了看见朋友一个一个的毕业了我还在地上镇杂!
虽说我一要到台湾去留学，但我到底是不是要读这一方面的书？
生死学适合我读吗？最近我却发现我尽然对政治赶上了兴趣。
我不能再回头了，这次的决定不需错。
人生
浪费了我的人生。。没好好的利用
我的知识到底在那个水平？如今发现了自己得了优异疹
因为我的童年过得真的每意义。。。 治疗的过程好辛苦，
当要放去人生时，竟然又有新的希望。。人也说过希望越大失望越大！！
Saturday, April 26, 2008
TAG...
Tagged by Reen
Instructions: Remove one question from below, add in one of your own(personal), to make a total of 20. Tag 10 people in your list in the end of this post. Notify them.
1. (My own Question) - What's the weakness you hate about yourself?
can't tell people what i really want to tell them.. holding my self back and anger management
2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 buddies you'd take and why?
no 1? coz i dont want people to suffer with me...
3.Where is the place that you want to go the most?
at the moment.. i only want to be home..
4.If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
I wish she would say yes..
5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
yea if its not the 21st century
6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
People whom i love...
7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
Spend it like no people's business.. coz its mine
8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
=.= have problem with this.. scared and kinda shy since what happened
9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you
Reen- ermh... nothing?? xD
10. What requirement you wish from your other half?
Hmm... lets see as long as she loves me..
11. What kind of person you hate the most?
People whom piss me off..
12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will u?
Yes.. i hate being depressed.. change my childhood to a better 1
13. What you want the most now?
Her
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Love and Caring
15. If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight? Depends..
16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Careless,Laziness,Shy,Temper
17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
Suria =) reminds me to smile...
18. What's your weakest point?
Depressed
19. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
Ermh... i guess nothing?
20. What is the one thing you regret most?
Falling in love with the wrong girl...
Tagged
Elsie
Cheryl
Cindle
Jen
Nikki
Cheese
Euvin
Wai Mun Yee(Soely)
Anybody who wants to do this
Instructions: Remove one question from below, add in one of your own(personal), to make a total of 20. Tag 10 people in your list in the end of this post. Notify them.
1. (My own Question) - What's the weakness you hate about yourself?
can't tell people what i really want to tell them.. holding my self back and anger management
2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 buddies you'd take and why?
no 1? coz i dont want people to suffer with me...
3.Where is the place that you want to go the most?
at the moment.. i only want to be home..
4.If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
I wish she would say yes..
5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
yea if its not the 21st century
6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
People whom i love...
7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
Spend it like no people's business.. coz its mine
8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
=.= have problem with this.. scared and kinda shy since what happened
9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you
Reen- ermh... nothing?? xD
10. What requirement you wish from your other half?
Hmm... lets see as long as she loves me..
11. What kind of person you hate the most?
People whom piss me off..
12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will u?
Yes.. i hate being depressed.. change my childhood to a better 1
13. What you want the most now?
Her
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Love and Caring
15. If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight? Depends..
16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Careless,Laziness,Shy,Temper
17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
Suria =) reminds me to smile...
18. What's your weakest point?
Depressed
19. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
Ermh... i guess nothing?
20. What is the one thing you regret most?
Falling in love with the wrong girl...
Tagged
Elsie
Cheryl
Cindle
Jen
Nikki
Cheese
Euvin
Wai Mun Yee(Soely)
Anybody who wants to do this
Monday, April 7, 2008
Happy Belated Bday Billy Yong
finally he turns 20.. the so called kepong dai lou.. Billy Yong Shih Ching.. celebrated his bday last friday and there were abt 30-40 people whom turned up.. anyway... i gonna complain abt 2 people.. so dam retarded.. dunno they high on weed or wert.. cant even remember comin 2 my house and make things worst.. wtf.. bloody vishnu came 2 my house few times and cant remember the road den complaining so dam hard 2 find and alot of turnings.. same goes to jackson.. 2-3 turns from 1u.. tats all.. dont understand whats so hard wei...
anywayz.. my offer letter from taiwan has arrived.. orientation is on the 5th of september.. 5 more months and gonna be back on track in my life.. so.. at the moment.. gonna enjoy the max.. and spend more time with my friends .. 1st thing 1st.. a trip to langkawi with chee hoe.. any 1 wana come along?? besides that.. i cant wait till sunshine comes back from aussie... and hopefully i will be able to meet her b4 i leave to taiwan...
just realize that time pass fast.. it has been 9 months since i stopped studying.. and i kinda waysted most of the time doing nothing.. stupid medication driving me crazy... too many to take.. arrgh... hate it... anyway.. goin out for dinner.. bye..
anywayz.. my offer letter from taiwan has arrived.. orientation is on the 5th of september.. 5 more months and gonna be back on track in my life.. so.. at the moment.. gonna enjoy the max.. and spend more time with my friends .. 1st thing 1st.. a trip to langkawi with chee hoe.. any 1 wana come along?? besides that.. i cant wait till sunshine comes back from aussie... and hopefully i will be able to meet her b4 i leave to taiwan...
just realize that time pass fast.. it has been 9 months since i stopped studying.. and i kinda waysted most of the time doing nothing.. stupid medication driving me crazy... too many to take.. arrgh... hate it... anyway.. goin out for dinner.. bye..
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Rasa Sayang... ROFL
Rasuah sayang eh
Rasuah Sayang Sayang eh,
He lihat Pak Lah tidur
Rasa sayang sayang eh,
Budak mongolia di luar pagar,
Ambil C4 tolong bombkan,
Saya budak baru nak mengajar,
Kalau salah you duduk diam - diam.
Rasuah sayang eh
Rasuah sayang sayang eh
Eh lihat Zam bodoh rasa sayang sayang eh
Zainuddin kita nak marah al - jazeera,
tapi sendiri tak berpengetahuan,
Mungkinkah belajar dari [deleted]*,
Kerana jawapannya macam ketam.
Rasuah sayang
Eh rasuah sayang sayang Eh
Eh lihat parliment rasa sayang sayang eh
Parliment kita macam zoo negara,
Penuh dengan banyak binatang,
Ada beruk, monyet dan kera,
Kalau pergi sana bawalah kacang,
Rasuah Sayang
Eh rasuah sayang sayang eh
Eh lihat rempit jauh rasa sayang sayang eh
Khari kata rempit sangat terer,
Mereka ialah mat cemerlang,
Otaknya sekarang entah mana,
Mungkin nak jadi rempit di longkang.
Rasuah sayang eh rasuah sayang sayang eh
Eh lihat bola kita jauh rasa sayang sayang eh
Dulu kita main bola peringkat antarabangsa,
Sekarang main macam ketam,
Kalah 5 - 1 kepada Cina,
Semalam pula kalah kepada vietnam.
Rasuah Sayang Eh
Rasuah Sayang Sayang Eh
Eh lihat Indonesia jauh rasa sayang sayang eh
Rasa sayang milik indonesia
Malaysia kata mereka punya
Otak engkau lagu ini milik kita
Kita punya Rasuah sayang sebenarnya
Rasuah sayang eh
rasuah sayang sayang eh
Eh lihat polis jauh rasa sayang sayang eh
Bila nak tiba hari raya
Polis kita merata rata
Muka mereka semacam saja
Bagi IC dan ringgit Malaysia
Rasuah sayang eh
rasuah sayang sayang eh
Eh lihat Pak Lah tidur rasa sayang sayang eh
Air di Johor melimpah limpah
Pak lah beli rumah di Australia
Bila Mahathir kita marah
Dia kata rumah itu orang lain pula.
Rasuah sayang
Eh rasuah sayang sayang eh
Eh Malaysia hancur rasa sayang sayang eh.
cool.. some 1 edited this.. lol.. quite true.. found this off my friends blog.. enjoy..
Rasuah Sayang Sayang eh,
He lihat Pak Lah tidur
Rasa sayang sayang eh,
Budak mongolia di luar pagar,
Ambil C4 tolong bombkan,
Saya budak baru nak mengajar,
Kalau salah you duduk diam - diam.
Rasuah sayang eh
Rasuah sayang sayang eh
Eh lihat Zam bodoh rasa sayang sayang eh
Zainuddin kita nak marah al - jazeera,
tapi sendiri tak berpengetahuan,
Mungkinkah belajar dari [deleted]*,
Kerana jawapannya macam ketam.
Rasuah sayang
Eh rasuah sayang sayang Eh
Eh lihat parliment rasa sayang sayang eh
Parliment kita macam zoo negara,
Penuh dengan banyak binatang,
Ada beruk, monyet dan kera,
Kalau pergi sana bawalah kacang,
Rasuah Sayang
Eh rasuah sayang sayang eh
Eh lihat rempit jauh rasa sayang sayang eh
Khari kata rempit sangat terer,
Mereka ialah mat cemerlang,
Otaknya sekarang entah mana,
Mungkin nak jadi rempit di longkang.
Rasuah sayang eh rasuah sayang sayang eh
Eh lihat bola kita jauh rasa sayang sayang eh
Dulu kita main bola peringkat antarabangsa,
Sekarang main macam ketam,
Kalah 5 - 1 kepada Cina,
Semalam pula kalah kepada vietnam.
Rasuah Sayang Eh
Rasuah Sayang Sayang Eh
Eh lihat Indonesia jauh rasa sayang sayang eh
Rasa sayang milik indonesia
Malaysia kata mereka punya
Otak engkau lagu ini milik kita
Kita punya Rasuah sayang sebenarnya
Rasuah sayang eh
rasuah sayang sayang eh
Eh lihat polis jauh rasa sayang sayang eh
Bila nak tiba hari raya
Polis kita merata rata
Muka mereka semacam saja
Bagi IC dan ringgit Malaysia
Rasuah sayang eh
rasuah sayang sayang eh
Eh lihat Pak Lah tidur rasa sayang sayang eh
Air di Johor melimpah limpah
Pak lah beli rumah di Australia
Bila Mahathir kita marah
Dia kata rumah itu orang lain pula.
Rasuah sayang
Eh rasuah sayang sayang eh
Eh Malaysia hancur rasa sayang sayang eh.
cool.. some 1 edited this.. lol.. quite true.. found this off my friends blog.. enjoy..
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Happy Belated Bday Cindle...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDLE TAI WAN LOO..~~
18 years old ad.. guai la.. big girl ad..
making her wishes
pulled reen along...
boon hui feeding her cake..
PUSH HER HEAD!!!
finally.. me and reen...
okay.. finally i met up with those few people that i want to meet up from stella.. and dragged reen along.. suppose to go low yat but kinda 2 late for her..anywayz.. all the best and happy birthday to cindle.. aint she cute?? haha..
i am fat... =(
recently.. life has been the same.. staying home.. with my computer and doing nothing.. waiting for the offer letter from taiwan.. am recovering from my depression and getting back my mood in studying... today.. feeling kinda sad.. i guess i really did put on weight after form 5.. sigh.. i want to reach my 75 kg target.. but i am at 83KG now.. was at 90 KG when i just came back from taiwan.. anywayz.. gonna have a rest.. bye... enjoy the following soh po pics.. =)
i am fat... =(
recently.. life has been the same.. staying home.. with my computer and doing nothing.. waiting for the offer letter from taiwan.. am recovering from my depression and getting back my mood in studying... today.. feeling kinda sad.. i guess i really did put on weight after form 5.. sigh.. i want to reach my 75 kg target.. but i am at 83KG now.. was at 90 KG when i just came back from taiwan.. anywayz.. gonna have a rest.. bye... enjoy the following soh po pics.. =)
Monday, March 10, 2008
elections and life
yea finally had the mood to update my blog.. as usual... BORED AND BORED.... staying home and just starting at the pc really bores me off... few things that i really wana do... leave home and go study ASAP... meet up with friends b4 i leave.. and go langkawi and genting... hopefully that will happen... yea elections was great.. first of all.. congratulations to my uncle Jeff Ooi who won the parliamentary seat in Jelutung penang.. we are proud of him... well visit his blog some time at jeffooi.com
i realized something.. the future politician will be younger generation.. people whom are actually active in politics are actually people at the age of 20-30.. mark.. alot of new politicians are actually at the age of 30++ and their campaign manager is only at 20++ the youngest 1 i have met was a 27 year old man.. generally.. i would say.. it will be a all new malaysia we are living in..
my life.. have been recovering lately from my depression.. thats what the doctor said.. well i guess the trip to taiwan did help.. and a bad news is.. this stupid metal stuff has to stay in my mouth for another 4 months... arrgh.. and i have a problem getting it done in taiwan... looking into few things that i need to buy...
1) clothes
2) lap top
3) luggage bag
4) presents for few people
5) a wallet
and those stuff... will be all worried about the 25kg weight while boarding the flight lol.. anywayz.. take care people...
i realized something.. the future politician will be younger generation.. people whom are actually active in politics are actually people at the age of 20-30.. mark.. alot of new politicians are actually at the age of 30++ and their campaign manager is only at 20++ the youngest 1 i have met was a 27 year old man.. generally.. i would say.. it will be a all new malaysia we are living in..
my life.. have been recovering lately from my depression.. thats what the doctor said.. well i guess the trip to taiwan did help.. and a bad news is.. this stupid metal stuff has to stay in my mouth for another 4 months... arrgh.. and i have a problem getting it done in taiwan... looking into few things that i need to buy...
1) clothes
2) lap top
3) luggage bag
4) presents for few people
5) a wallet
and those stuff... will be all worried about the 25kg weight while boarding the flight lol.. anywayz.. take care people...
Friday, February 22, 2008
Taiwan & Depression
once again ive been to the doctor.. mild depression is what he said.. sigh... i guess thats me? he said i went to taiwan this trip has made my depression improved a little.. i guess so... too many things here disappointed me.. friends, family.. i really hope i could leave home and.. yup i will be quite soon...
my application to taiwan's university is in the progress and i planned to go to nan hua university.. both my heng dai are there and we kinda have the same interest. i havent chose what am i going to study yet but hopefully this will be the last choice i have to make in my studies.. business management or life and death studies... i am interested in both of them..
generally tuition fees in taiwan are way cheaper den here .. besides that i have a chance to leave home without being nagged and all.. environment of that uni is kinda good.. loved it.. and the best part.. i get to organize camp for kids there... every 3 months i have 1 chance.. well thats the time i really enjoy.. being a kid again, not bothering how others think and how crazy we could be... thinking about this i miss you suria... you are the only 1 that could play wid me till so gila.. dunno de ppl think we are 5 years old.. lol
have been staying home for 3 days.. and feeling better.. at least i don't get all depressed by getting last min cancellation of plans.. this time b4 i leave i must really meet a few people that i promised to meet the last time.. hopefully ill have the chance larh..
爱一个人是那么的痛苦，
我没有勇气对你说一声我爱你，
但我给了自己少少的勇气稍微暗示了你，
为什么你会给我不相信回音？
我真的不知道你是如何想的。。
在我心目中只有一个大问号和失望。。。
他们对我说希望越大，失望越大。。
难道你真的不止的我去爱你吗？
给你的话。。。希望你懂你是谁。。
these words has been stucked in my heart and brain for some time... some 1 please give me the guts to say i love you to her.. should i say i am a coward?? i used to say i dont hope the person would love me back.. but this time.. no idea why.. i have that hope in mind..
my application to taiwan's university is in the progress and i planned to go to nan hua university.. both my heng dai are there and we kinda have the same interest. i havent chose what am i going to study yet but hopefully this will be the last choice i have to make in my studies.. business management or life and death studies... i am interested in both of them..
generally tuition fees in taiwan are way cheaper den here .. besides that i have a chance to leave home without being nagged and all.. environment of that uni is kinda good.. loved it.. and the best part.. i get to organize camp for kids there... every 3 months i have 1 chance.. well thats the time i really enjoy.. being a kid again, not bothering how others think and how crazy we could be... thinking about this i miss you suria... you are the only 1 that could play wid me till so gila.. dunno de ppl think we are 5 years old.. lol
have been staying home for 3 days.. and feeling better.. at least i don't get all depressed by getting last min cancellation of plans.. this time b4 i leave i must really meet a few people that i promised to meet the last time.. hopefully ill have the chance larh..
爱一个人是那么的痛苦，
我没有勇气对你说一声我爱你，
但我给了自己少少的勇气稍微暗示了你，
为什么你会给我不相信回音？
我真的不知道你是如何想的。。
在我心目中只有一个大问号和失望。。。
他们对我说希望越大，失望越大。。
难道你真的不止的我去爱你吗？
给你的话。。。希望你懂你是谁。。
these words has been stucked in my heart and brain for some time... some 1 please give me the guts to say i love you to her.. should i say i am a coward?? i used to say i dont hope the person would love me back.. but this time.. no idea why.. i have that hope in mind..
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Home but being emoed..
finally i came home after 23 days in taiwan.. i slept in the airport from 2am-9am.. dam tired.. and woke up between sleeps to make sure my passport was still with me.. reached KL at abt 3.30pm in the afternoon and went for family dinner at night.. that was about it...
on monday.. we went to 1u for movie.. reached there early.. and temaned reen to buy her stuffs.. no idea why people complaining the clothes will stretch if you wash it.. ish.. not 2 say you gonna tarik the shirt 99 rite... suppose to go for dinner with cheryl but plans was cancelled.. i haven woke up this early for a long time to go to college.. i reached college at about 7.50am today and met a few people.. wow college changed alot.. kinda missed it but.. the time has come lar.. i have to go... plans for today was kinda messed up but manage to go through the day peacefully but being emoed.. not only me.. but 3 of us.. because of the same reason..
our plans was going to sunway lagoon tomorrow... which was decided on monday night.. sigh.. those last min people.. sigh... and again.. plans cancelled.. aih.. guess i am fated just to rest for a while?? being ffked/lied and what else could come? well b4 people call me a bitch i shall stop here... enough for bitching.. nitez people..
on monday.. we went to 1u for movie.. reached there early.. and temaned reen to buy her stuffs.. no idea why people complaining the clothes will stretch if you wash it.. ish.. not 2 say you gonna tarik the shirt 99 rite... suppose to go for dinner with cheryl but plans was cancelled.. i haven woke up this early for a long time to go to college.. i reached college at about 7.50am today and met a few people.. wow college changed alot.. kinda missed it but.. the time has come lar.. i have to go... plans for today was kinda messed up but manage to go through the day peacefully but being emoed.. not only me.. but 3 of us.. because of the same reason..
our plans was going to sunway lagoon tomorrow... which was decided on monday night.. sigh.. those last min people.. sigh... and again.. plans cancelled.. aih.. guess i am fated just to rest for a while?? being ffked/lied and what else could come? well b4 people call me a bitch i shall stop here... enough for bitching.. nitez people..
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Leaving Taiwan
finally.. the last day came... going home to my home sweet home.. i missed my bed.. lol anywayz.. did some shopping today.. and i really need to b on diet as soon as i reach home.. i gained 5 KG... OMG>... k.. k... b4 ppl start ejek me i shall stop here.. owh owh.. i bought 4 jackets for about RM250.. worth buying.. original and branded.. fuh.. so satisfied.. the original price is 1 for 2600
leaving this place.. i shall upload details and pics to you people.. have to go to the airport now.. tata
leaving this place.. i shall upload details and pics to you people.. have to go to the airport now.. tata
Friday, February 1, 2008
Living the Monk Life...
understanding the life as a monk... as they say... sleep early wake up early , you will b healthy... and yea... we have to sleep 9pm everyday and wake up 4am ... really not enough sleep... while this 2 days i have been driving up and down to taichung... it is about an hour from my current place.. here is how i spent my time the last few days
tuesday
was a freakin hot day though it is winter here... it was kiddo camp's day... there were abt 40 of them and god... it was hell a mess... try being chased by 20++ kids.. wanting you to play with them.. and all you can do is.. yes ... okok... arrgh.... 20 people... few games.. so who are you gonna play with first?? that nite we had BBQ for dinner... didnt have time to eat.. and bbq started at 5.30pm.. the sky was already dark that time.. i only had my dinner 9.30pm after the kids went to bed.. and at nite it was kinda cold.. but with the fire there... it was warm...
wed
2nd day of kiddos camp... totally bored.. and being chased around as usual... and yea.. i tot of those kids look like sum 1.. just that she dont chase people around...kiddo brain =) the camp finished at 3.30pm and after that i had to set up the stage where the kiddo's will be performing during CNY... hard job.... it was over at abt 11pm and i went to bed..
thurs
woke up at 5.30 did the usuals.. wash my clothes.. and i drove to taichung to take vegetables.. the direction are totally different.. and kinda scary... but i came back safely.. i realize sumthing..l. price on food products are hell expensive.. but clothes are cheap
tuesday
was a freakin hot day though it is winter here... it was kiddo camp's day... there were abt 40 of them and god... it was hell a mess... try being chased by 20++ kids.. wanting you to play with them.. and all you can do is.. yes ... okok... arrgh.... 20 people... few games.. so who are you gonna play with first?? that nite we had BBQ for dinner... didnt have time to eat.. and bbq started at 5.30pm.. the sky was already dark that time.. i only had my dinner 9.30pm after the kids went to bed.. and at nite it was kinda cold.. but with the fire there... it was warm...
wed
2nd day of kiddos camp... totally bored.. and being chased around as usual... and yea.. i tot of those kids look like sum 1.. just that she dont chase people around...kiddo brain =) the camp finished at 3.30pm and after that i had to set up the stage where the kiddo's will be performing during CNY... hard job.... it was over at abt 11pm and i went to bed..
thurs
woke up at 5.30 did the usuals.. wash my clothes.. and i drove to taichung to take vegetables.. the direction are totally different.. and kinda scary... but i came back safely.. i realize sumthing..l. price on food products are hell expensive.. but clothes are cheap
Saturday, January 26, 2008
From Taiwan
its so boring here... nothing to do at the moment and i am so fortunate that i have a computer to use.. there is a kid here dam super godlike... he sleeps at 12am.. wake up at 7am and starts playing computer game.. omg lar.. reminding me the life i was having back home.. tempreature here kinda cold.. at night you have natural aircond... and.. its like misty the whole dam day... ill be free for few more days till the kiddys camp come up.. den mayb have stuff to do... my life is like so bored this 2 days... i dipaksa go to bed at 9pm everyday and have to wake up 4am .. i cant live the monk life... i love to sleep=) dunno y that kiddo keep askin me 2 bcome a monk...
i didnt bring my cable to link my phone to the pc so i cant upload any pics.. at this moment i want to go home.. because its so boring here and the weather is cold.. i miss my friends and her... its 9am.. but it looks as if its at 12 in the afternoon... so bright ad... and at abt 4pm.. the sky will be as dark as 8pm at nite.. they should change their time lol... i shall update soon when i am free
i didnt bring my cable to link my phone to the pc so i cant upload any pics.. at this moment i want to go home.. because its so boring here and the weather is cold.. i miss my friends and her... its 9am.. but it looks as if its at 12 in the afternoon... so bright ad... and at abt 4pm.. the sky will be as dark as 8pm at nite.. they should change their time lol... i shall update soon when i am free
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Long day and nite..
last post b4 i leave to taiwan
today woke up quite early.. because of a heng dai of mine.. finally get to meet him.. missed hanging out with him and finally we did till 12.30am... glad doing that and the best part.. he finally get to meet her in person.. he said she was cute and kinda funny.. happy to hear that... catched 2 movies with him... i would say... American Gangster is not a worth watching movie.. kinda boring for me... but... Game Plan was good.. watched with chee hoe too.. "The Rock" is kinda a good actor.. and owh.. NIKKI if you are reading this... DID I SAW YOU?? or DID YOU SAW ME? because i tot i saw you.. lol
CHEE HOE... please remember to turn off your car headlights when you get down.. dont make me save your ass another time 12.30am in the morning!! lol... its the night b4 my flight to taiwan.. and i can't sleep... i miss her... thinking of her... this years valentines day will be spent as a single once again... but what the heck.. thats not important...
What Am I Feeling/Thinking Now;-
1)Emo
2)Tired
3)Missing Her
4)Weird
5)In Love
6)Leaving Forever
7)My Room
i am freakin tired.. but my eyes stays wide open... no idea why.. but yup... i am awake... busy smsing and waiting for replies.. take care every 1... ill be back soon =P
today woke up quite early.. because of a heng dai of mine.. finally get to meet him.. missed hanging out with him and finally we did till 12.30am... glad doing that and the best part.. he finally get to meet her in person.. he said she was cute and kinda funny.. happy to hear that... catched 2 movies with him... i would say... American Gangster is not a worth watching movie.. kinda boring for me... but... Game Plan was good.. watched with chee hoe too.. "The Rock" is kinda a good actor.. and owh.. NIKKI if you are reading this... DID I SAW YOU?? or DID YOU SAW ME? because i tot i saw you.. lol
CHEE HOE... please remember to turn off your car headlights when you get down.. dont make me save your ass another time 12.30am in the morning!! lol... its the night b4 my flight to taiwan.. and i can't sleep... i miss her... thinking of her... this years valentines day will be spent as a single once again... but what the heck.. thats not important...
What Am I Feeling/Thinking Now;-
1)Emo
2)Tired
3)Missing Her
4)Weird
5)In Love
6)Leaving Forever
7)My Room
i am freakin tired.. but my eyes stays wide open... no idea why.. but yup... i am awake... busy smsing and waiting for replies.. take care every 1... ill be back soon =P
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Leaving...
Yea.. finally i am in the mood to blog... sorry that i haven't been updating.. first things first... happy new year people.. and happy CNY too... here the story goes..
22nd December was a day for tong yuen.. it was a great day and i was suppose to go back to my home town the next day.. on the way back home from my aunt house, i saw something that is not meant to be seen. don't say i am a coward or something... BUT YES I SAW IT.... and i was in the shock for the past month... life was not that good in that past month and things kinda got worse.. i always lose my temper.. and always felt that i don't have enough time to do the things i want if i die tomorrow.. been really down for the past month and the only thing which cheered me up a little was getting my pay a week back...
firstly.. my apology to a few people that i canceled my plans with them... sorry for ffk you people.. ill make it up to you people... 2ndly.. sorry again that i was suppose to plan a dinner this week and i cant make it again because of last min decision to go to Taiwan. i am leaving this friday 25th.. and hell knows how long i would go this time.. didnt feel like going but what the heck.. its for my own good... i wont be arround to celebrate CNY with you guys.. so... happy new year.. and take care my friends... hope to meet up with some of you as soon as i come back..
wont be updating and online for some time i guess... hopefully i could use a pc in taiwan... take care people..
I miss you... and some how i think of you more than the days b4.. you don't even know what am i thinking about you and your life goes on.. Ill always be there for you when you need me.. God Bless you...
22nd December was a day for tong yuen.. it was a great day and i was suppose to go back to my home town the next day.. on the way back home from my aunt house, i saw something that is not meant to be seen. don't say i am a coward or something... BUT YES I SAW IT.... and i was in the shock for the past month... life was not that good in that past month and things kinda got worse.. i always lose my temper.. and always felt that i don't have enough time to do the things i want if i die tomorrow.. been really down for the past month and the only thing which cheered me up a little was getting my pay a week back...
firstly.. my apology to a few people that i canceled my plans with them... sorry for ffk you people.. ill make it up to you people... 2ndly.. sorry again that i was suppose to plan a dinner this week and i cant make it again because of last min decision to go to Taiwan. i am leaving this friday 25th.. and hell knows how long i would go this time.. didnt feel like going but what the heck.. its for my own good... i wont be arround to celebrate CNY with you guys.. so... happy new year.. and take care my friends... hope to meet up with some of you as soon as i come back..
wont be updating and online for some time i guess... hopefully i could use a pc in taiwan... take care people..
I miss you... and some how i think of you more than the days b4.. you don't even know what am i thinking about you and your life goes on.. Ill always be there for you when you need me.. God Bless you...
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