better way?

這樣解決很好嗎？一切真的是這樣？
感覺方面或感情方面培養出來了爲什麽要有收回的感覺？還是是我自己多想？
感覺不出討論了什麽結果，爲什麽每次都這樣？是我的問題嗎？
很多話説了出去就不能收回，一句傷害你的開玩笑就能給我死了。對不起
想說的話應該都說完了...很不想回到原點，不想保留在此...
我真的對你不好嗎？
一切是我想太多嗎？
感覺真的是這樣嗎？
好無奈，好白喫...爲什麽我那麽天真？明知道自己都在猶豫了...
好難受...不要這樣的結果好不好？

everything seems so smooth recently but now.. its just some screw up... i really don't know why you will tell me that the feeling has faded or becoming less.. what has the people around you influenced you? what made you thought so? loads of questions in my mind without an answer.. answer that you cant give me.. sigh.. another relationship which is most probably going to end this way... Moody...