好辛苦好累

why suddenly i will be so negative? why suddenly i just hope things will just end now? why suddenly i just need people to talk to? why suddenly everything seems so dark? sigh.. i am lost.. really really lost.. need some support from people around.. something i hate is i don't like people which i kinda angry with to know where are my where about. and it happened.. my feelings, my thoughts, did you ever care? did you ever bother? maybe Taiwanese thoughts are this way? i don't know.. thinking.. and thinking.. no more standing on the firm ground which i used to be.. no more firm with the decisions i made.. sigh.. where am i?