Tired..

have been thinking too much today.. no idea how would this problem of mine is going to be solved. feeling all restless everyday just hoping some miracle would happen. Am i too rush? or i am just being too paranoid? sigh.. i really don't know what to say..

i am really that all poor in talking.. am really poor in understanding people.. really frustrated with my life.. when will it end? the ending of this problem now will be me avoiding the facts.. is it my problem or yours? well i have gotten my answer.. hoping a confirmation from you. sometimes words hurt another person but it does actually make the person feel better. maybe at that particular moment the person will be all emo but the next moment after serious thoughts things will be better as the truth has been spoken. this is what i am hoping for..

being naive with the situation.. since when i am such a naive person? sigh.. every single person is growing up every moment but me? i am actually getting from bad to worst.. hopefully i have really learn my lesson this time...

because of loneliness a person would actually think more negative stuff than ever? i think i need to get my time more occupied, more meaningful. hoping for a better living.. thats all for today..